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2009-10-19T18:29:00.000-07:00

bandages she bought. thankyou boss. =)

SAX BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Can't imagine how much am i gonna miss him after im gone from NS. Took photos of him during my free time yesterday. Seriously, he should get a new name, maybe like Rabbit? But then again, Sax's a unique name. HA!

Last week was the last of Poly's hols. Met out with siming and went for K! session. Chatted with him and stuffs like that. Please, lili, think for your family and don't do stupid things no more. You don't know what's life in there and you won't wanna know. If you're reading this, trust me, aight?

Had fun at sentosa last sat. Hahahaha. Played some dare games and i had to pull my shorts down, shaking my butt. Seriously, that spoiled my entire reputation. LOL! Mom's starting new shop together with her bestie. Hope everything turns out well for her and the shop so that i'll get a vehicle soon? hahahahahahaha. Sorry mom, but i do admit imma evil son. =)

Goona ORD soon, and still, im missing my way going into every wrong direction. Let's just hope i get into a school and get to study. If not, good luck to me man.

A new ns guy, Elias, came into my base. Ha, he's a white. Smoked and had a chat with him yesterday. Okayyyyy, kinda nice guy. Just that the way he smokes, man, bought new pack and im like left with 2 or 3 sticks for today? Shit man! Lucky he's only on my morning shifts. If not then imma be so freaking broke. haha. To be exact, it's the first time i actually talked to a white. Phew, lucky no communication barrel ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Standard still there! =D

'if there were a guy to be named fucking gutless, balless, dickless, brainless ass,

that'll be me.'

'if i had a million dollas, i'd ask every motha-fucking playa to lick my ass clean evertime after i shit.'

'if someone were to be called a bastard, i'd be the someone.'

have a good day homie.

2009-10-13T03:14:00.000-07:00

As i looked thru the windows, the past came alive to my mind suddenly. I once remembered, how badly i cried when dad hit me hard. How hard i cried when my close ones left me behind. How badly i wanted dad to stop smoking. How badly i wished that my family would stay like this forever. Now im just following in the footsteps of my dad. Smoking and bad tempered. What a joke...

Anyways, had night shift last night. Damn bloody tired. Guess my body can't hold it anymore. Im turning my clock upside down. Just 4 more months and imma free man. I swear im gonna slp hard man. Hanged out quite alot recently and even had this thing called animal clan. And imma alligator. Hahahahahahaha.. tigeress really ah. Of all the names i got this. LOL! =) da rest? zhixian's crab cause of her pinches. Ashton's snake cause of da girls he pick up. LOL! =X. Celeste's tigeress cause idk why also. HAHAHA! and plus panda, Van low.

Been clubbing kinda lot this month. Jialat sia, even when i met up with siming, he'll say, " wah eh kim, not bad ah.. knn, ask you go pub drink with me you don't want then go club ah. Nnb! you now full time clubber ahh?!"
Lol.. do i look like one lame ass clubber? C'mon man, i don't do club and pub. =)

Been thinking bout alot of things recently, kinda stress up man. I don't know what am i thinking, why am i waiting, why i ain't doing anything and just watching things get past me. What's wrong with me man. Fuck man, maybe i shouldn't think bout things already and let them get the better of me? I don't know what the situation is no more. Im losing it already................
Fucking mothafucker.

2009-08-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

Finally!!!!!!!!! Back at home. Long and tiring day for me today. Plus insufficient of sleep is making my life upside down. Have been driving for the whole day today. From east to the east and back to central then to east and back to east. SHAG man! -.-! Only siming and baby will know how tired i am.

Anyway, had a haircut today and it totally sucks to the core. Damn the hairstylist. Gotta wait for it to grow again now... Received a phone call from Create Talents, asking me to go for interview on sat. My mom agreed and wants to tag along. So shall see what happens on Sat.

Now, today happened something dramatic and i was so lucky to survive this. My dad was waiting for his friend at his friend's carpack. He went for a smoke. I was seriously too bored inside the car and tried something stupid. Here goes...

' eh pa, gimme one stick. one stick only, please? feel like smoking.'

My dad turned and looked at me with a super shock and un-believeable face.

Slowly, he reached out to his cig pack and took out 1 stick, and passed it to me.

' you're gone case son. since when you pick up smoking? your life is ruined.'

He said with a laughing tone. For the first time ever. I SMOKED WITH MY DAD!

Should i be feeling proud? Cause it's like one of the impossible things for me to happen and yet, today, it happened. Cool man. Ask siming and you'll understand how strict my dad is with me. Right siming? LOL!

Went to meet up with baby and her friend ytd at Vivo. Accompanied them shop for half the day and i finally realized how tiring it is to be walking around for like 4 to 5 hours? Ain't complaining but i just feel tired after night shift baby. I know you'll understand. =)

After which went to meet up with siming and nic at bugis. Talked nonsense and went to play L4D for awhile. Then went home and after bathing, guess what, KO! Yeah, the result of insufficient sleep. Sorry guys if i looked expression-less these few days. Really not enough sleep. Totally weared out. T.T

YOU said, 'thanks man, finally saw your true colors with my own eyes. that shows that i didn't make the wrong decision.'

IF..........IF, the person you're saying about is me, then read what im gonna write.

First off, YOU were the one who dumped me. And yet you still dare to write til like im the one who did you wrong?

Secondly, YOU gave me a half green cap. Remember? But in the end i found out. Sad uh, that im such a efficient guy.

Thirdly, YOU gave me hope, and then threw me back to the ground when i did you NO WRONG. I can't believe my eyes that you're actually writing that in your blog.

You have NO rights to complain.

N-O, NO.

What a joke.. Laugh at this.

Don't act innocent, you're more then what you seem to be.

You know, I know. It's just that i don't wanna spoil your reputation. Don't force me.

Ask yourself in the heart, DID I EVER DO YOU WRONG?

Should i buy the car?

2009-08-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

argh.. damn freaking tired.. 'geh kiang', went to cluster B for deployment today and ended up finishing work at 1045.
zzz. super tired plus gonna pick up ma bro later. -.-!

soon, im gonna change ma name to panda heng... T.T

went to baby's house downstairs for a swim fore going to work ytd. haha! was fun, she was like blabbering nonsense in the water and kept playing catching in the pool. TIRED man!!

wasn't supposed to go into the pool with shirt on, but security guard saw and didn't say anything, maybe he's scared of the BIG police word. LOL!

went to butter factory last week with woodlands team delta. was fun! drank quite alot and ended up with a headache..damn. alright. im done. too tired and lazy to type. pictures to do da talking!! =)

lastly, love you baby! =)

2009-08-10T03:06:00.000-07:00

Had inter-base soccer last sat. Outta what i expected, we got the champions. First time Changi Base won champions. And ofcourse, im delighted. =)
Inter-base basketball is coming, maybe in a few months time? im being selected. hope changi gets it as well. then it'll be my greatest gift before i ORD. First off today, kinda tired and slept at home. have nowhere to go either. guess imma head back to my room to slp again. zzzz.

bear with it heng, it'll be over soon.
very soon....

2009-08-05T19:55:00.001-07:00

Officially ain't dead for not sleeping for more then 24 hrs. Woke up at 6 in da morning ytd for ippt. Made a fool outta myself towards the end of the ippt. Once again, i failed. Everything was going well, until 2.4km. I thought i could have passed, but well, YMCA! Ended everything at around 1030, went for breakfast with my friends after that and met up with siming at bugis. Accompanied him to geylang post office to collect wendie's stuff. Somehow the item wasn't there and we had a wasted trip. Thanks ah! Reached home at around 3 plus. Upon reaching home, i realised that my toe was in pain again. Damn toe, fuck you! Bathed and applied some medication before leaving home at around 6. Worked from 8 til 8 in da morning today. Totally man, im shag. Still going for soccer later on maybe. Since last week, my life was just soccer, work, sleep, eat, watch tv. This is it, LIFE without YOU. You're free now, a girl with freedom. Doing what you want everyday, smoking and drinking your life away. Good for you. I'm happy for you that you're happy with the way you are now. Inter-base soccer tml, and i'm playing, with my injured toe. Then again, no pain, no gain. Gotta start training. =)

things you've said were never true,

things you've done was just for an act,

you were simply entertaining me.

playing the hell outta me.

i did nothing out of my own goddamn conscience.

i dare swear.

but for you........

you dare?

i doubt so...

2009-08-01T23:38:00.000-07:00

yiting(green shirt) comparing the likeness to the lil boy in UP.

thursday&friday

Somehow, things didn't went according to plan. honestly, from deep down in ma heart, i swear that i don't wanna see things end up like this. My intention was to let you know what you were doing and hopefully you'd change abit. Not for me, but for you yourself. I know, it's your life. ain't mine, so i have no right to interfere what you do in your life. how come things between us came to this extend? what happened between us? why? how? i can't get the full picture afterall. it's my fault i didn't stand in your shoes. i understand, and i sincerely apologise for that. but isn't giving and taking part of a relatioship? i kept giving, not wanting much in return but just simply hoping that you'd listen to me and take good care of yourself. so mush so for me giving my best in this relationship, you've chose to give up on yourself. you started to hate yourself, and know what? i kinda hate you more then you hating yourself. know why? cause you won't change even though you know that its bad for you. one answer you gave me. "if i change myself, then i won't be myself anymore!"

think bout it, if everybody think like how you think, then the inmates in changi prison won't ever be released. i couldn't figure out what you were thinking. for 2 months, i thought i had everything i wanted. then on one night, because of a post everything came to an end. you've got me wrong. what i wrote wasn't meaning how much i don't love you, but wanting you to realise that these are the stuffs that you're actually doing. if i don't love you, then i won't be helping you to finish one of your projects while you're happily having dinner with your friends and stuff. stupid kim. why didn't you think of this outcome? where did your brain go kim?

i finished my deployment at 6. weird enough, i ran to my locker after doing my things and hoping for a sms from you. the moment i unlock-ed the phone, i laughed at myself in the mirror remembering, oh ya, she won't be sms-ing me to ask where i am, what time i'll be reaching home, am i tired, am i hungry, etc,etc,etc, ever again.

(this feeling sucks man. you became my habit in life and suddenly you left, leaving me alone with no one to talk to. this wasn't how i wanted it to happen. FUCK!)

after work on friday went down to tiong to meet siming and nic. went to cyrus to play lan til 3 plus. reached home at around 4 but i couldn't slp. god knows why.

saturday

woke up at around 9 plus, slept for around 2 hrs. woke up and called her. but i hang up even before the tone started. went to have a shower after that and slacked til around 1 before going to prepare and meet up with junhui, yiting and ang. met up with them at around 2 and went to have our lunch. after that was the event of the day, yiting spilled over some chilli onton his shirt and wanted to go home change. so from kallang to geylang bahru back to kallang then to katong. so, after yt had his shirt changed, planned to go over to orchard. then i came into the picture saying, "why not all take to my hse downstairs and take bus 65. faster." so we bus-ed back to kallang and to bendemeer. half-way through the journey, i realised that my whole shirt was literally wet cause of the hot weather. so i requested to go home and get changed since it was near to my hse. then this funny ang said he wanted to go home and style hair. we agreed and met up after we finished out things. so, we stayed at geylang-kallang-geylang bahru-bendemeer for bout 3 hrs fore' heading to cineleisure. watched the movie, Muderer, by aaron kwok. =)

it's a seriously nice movie. the twist and turns were totally unexpected. plus the emotions aaron kwok had in this movie brought the movie to another level. too good man, indeed, one of the 4 kings in hong kong. aaron kwok. =)

went to st.james after that with ashton and jh, his first ever clubbing experience. went there and waited for ashton to reach. while waiting, saw zhen yao and chatted with him. at around 1120, ashton reached and we went inside. you just don't know how excited jh was. see the face, like one lion just released from his cage. LOL! =X

met ashton's friends inside and had a few drink. enjoyed the music there and the music is loud enough to not let you think bout other things and just enjoy for the moment. we left at around 330 as its simply too congested inside. went to mac and had a drink fore' heading back home.

reached home at around 5 and the nxt thing i knew, i was on my bed til 2 in the afternoon today. thinking back, that's the second time this week i went. but it's a good thing for me. cause i could totally knock out once i reach home instead of thinking.

family stuffs happened at the wrong time. this is bad. very bad. damn all the bad things that happened. damn it all.

jh, me together with ashton. =)

happy birthday in advance man jh. all the best in whatever you do! =)

2009-07-30T03:14:00.000-07:00

Tired! after the night life ytd. went with huiyang and hoang to phuture. it's been quite some time since i last went there. as usual, dance floor were all flooded with people. infact, the entire club was flooded. picked hy up at around 2315, then headed to phuture. reached at around 2400 and met up with hoang. and so, the night life soon began. but i didn't drink much as i was driving. so hy drank up my share. POWER la. haha. soon, it ended. drunk guys and girls were everywhere outside the club. saw siow ling and her friend sitting at the entrance. so we chatted for awhile before leaving for breakfast and home. thanks guys for bringing me to club. enjoyed with you guys man! plan for the nxt one! haha. and lastly....THANKS ASHTON & HOANG! =)

working morning shift tml. gonna slp early tonight if possible.
gonna go for jh bday celebration on sat. must save money!

seriously, i ain't gonna care if you're gonna have any quarrels with me after reading this.
but i hope you will wake up from your bloody idea!
first off,
school work.
your exams are coming soon. maybe less then a month? and you still have projects to do.
guess when is the deadline?
tml.
good job.
let's just say, nxt week is your deadline and you still have 2 articles to finish doing.
and you can still plan for dinner outing with classmates.
and then you start complaining how stressed up you are, not finishing school project on time and exams starts nxt week, bla bla bla.....
lemme tell you. you fail your module, you repeat. you waste money. you waste your bloody time.
how many 2 years can you study?
keep telling me wanna do project wanna do project. in the end, kept going out.
yes. im this fucking naggy. but its for your own good.
who's gonna pity you when you can't submit your things on time?
who's gonna be the one re-taining?
who's gonna be the one wasting money and effort?
who's gonna be the one wasting time?
YOU!
you don't have to say sorry to me.
it's your parent's money that you're using to study.
you did me no wrong.
and no point saying sorry when you keep repeating the same old things.
don't you get it?
friends take care of each other. they won't get pissed off if you cancel the dinner by telling them you've got to study and pass up your things on time. they'll understand.
pls pls. some TIME MANAGEMENT?!?!
ya, i know you'll swear at me for writing all this here.
putting on burden to your shoulders.
and i know how important you will say your friends are and cannot ps them, cannot this cannot that.

i don't mind you not being able to go out with me due to whatever reasons you have.
but pls, dun last min cancel things. im looking forward to all that and suddenly outta no where,
things will sure happen. forcing you to cancel. and when is the nxt time we can make it?
you don't know. i also don't know.
then LL. can't go nowhere. have to wait til you finish your exams and your tua and your friends bday and gt money.
so tell me...........
how long do i have to wait?
sorry for being harsh.

2009-07-27T20:27:00.000-07:00

long time since i posted a new post. recently had soccer matches. did pretty well? until my old injury came and couldn't perform. gonna rest. ippt coming again. should i train? im like half hearted.

baby fell sick ytd morning. so after work i bluffed her that i wasn't going over. but i did go over after i went home to change. she seems pissed off. sorry.

went to pass hy p-plates. he had his TP last thurs. so we went to find something to drink and guessed what happened. we forgot to pay and just went off. LOL! we ran like hell to my car and left asap. and hy passed his TP. congrats man. lets go out someday for rounding!

always. you never fail to not listen to me.
things i always say. it's for your own good.
i can't see if you truely love me anymore.
if monday night you really thought that i won't be going over to accompany you.
then you don't understand me at all.
then again,
how would you when we are so far apart?
=)

2009-07-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

sent sax to mount pleseant in the afternoon. gonna have surgery done on his lump at his stomach area. hope he recover soon man. guess no one's gonna accompany me at work and listen to me talk crap. dammit. if only i didn't take any leave. what the fuck i take leave for man?! sian ah. im damn fucking moody now. zzz. __

2009-07-04T10:36:00.000-07:00

today went for match at yishun. its been a month since the last game we played. played against koreans and we won. final score 9-3. and as usual, i didn't score. played 2nd match at 5 for HY's s church team. played for 45 mins and scored the equaliser at 90th min. phew. aint a wonderful goal. kio ryan's penalty miss. LOL! ps ah bro! =)
will be looking forward to the nxt match. =)

2009-07-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

alright, had the most tiring day of ma fucking life yesterday. so tired that i just took 2 days of leave. damn. something's wrong with me somewhere. i'm like getting more and more sick each day. and what the fuck? vomiting after 2.4km run. FIRST time in my 20 years. HA!

after ippt in the morning, went home and rested til around 7. then gf came. sorry dear! locked you outside the hse. -.-! couldn't get myself to wake up even though my phone is just beside me. luckily, my bro came to her rescue. he opened the door for her. phew.

failed my ippt. dammit. could've passed if not for the bloody tuna in my stomach. anyway, who to blame? ME. why? coz my mouth is itchy and had tuna sandwich fore the bloody ippt. zzz.

just...more soccer please? =)

2009-06-30T19:08:00.000-07:00

finished work. back at home feeling so groggy now. but can't slp. meeting siming at bout 1245.
okay.
i'm gonna buy :-

wallet
shoes
watch &
more shirts!

gonna smoke less as i promised GF. she promised as well and she've done it.

i'm glad.

070210, ORD-OH!

i need some time to get used to your lifestyle. afterall, its mutual trust and respect, and i know it. but sometimes bad experiences often takes place and you won't want your love one to get hurt. but i know i can't do anything cause i aint no one. im only another guy that entered your love life. but i promise you, i'll get use to not only your lifestyle, but also enter your life to protect you as much as i can.

2009-06-26T01:33:00.000-07:00

Wallet found. glad that its found man. was handed over to tanglin police hq. went over to claim it last night, and to my surprise, every single thing is intact. dad came over to pick me up and brought me for dinner. after dinner, went all the way down to panjang to find baby. went home at around 2 plus. then, at 0530, my handphone rang. siming's name appeared on the screen. rommel had an accident while they were cycling. and they had to go over to CGH after returning bikes from east coast. so asked me to fetch them over. and so i did, changed and rushed down to east coast to pick them up and headed for CGH. went to have a look at rommel, had 7 stitches at the side of the head and some bruises on the face. take care and recover fast man. his dad came to fetch him and soon after that we went home. straight away went to slp til around 1330. gonna have to go work later, sian!!!!! night shift. gf's going NIGHT SAFARI with louis they all. planning for nxt month celebration gone. ZzZ. sometimes, planning to do some 'surprise' things in advance ain't that 'surprising' afterall. it'll only lead to disappointment.

sometimes i think, how much do you mean it when you say those 3 words. just saying it just for the sake of saying it? or isit that you're forced to say it? and again, if you really meant it, do you know how i feel and what im thinking? you know the things i disapproved you of doing is actually for your own good?

2009-06-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

i'm staring blanks right now. i don't even know what da FUCK is wrong with me man. ytd, met up with siming louis and aaron. and unhappy things happened yet again. anyway, don't wanna talk bout it anymore. after all that nonsense, don't know whether to go play L4D or drinking. so we decided to go play L4D, i was about to take out my wallet and GREAT! my wallet is GONE! i was cursing and swearing in my heart. 11B, driving licence, police driving permit and warrant card, all GONE! what a lucky day. if i wasn't in NS, i wouldn't care less bout my wallet. but because of the warrant card, i had to go to Geylang NPC in the middle of the night. lodged a report for lost wallet. now all i pray for is a good samitarian to at least mail me back all the cards. after that, felt kinda relieved, and sent siming back home. after sending, while i was turning outta his house area, BANG! my car sounded weird. i could hear sounds coming from the left front wheel. only then, i knew it. it was another gift from heaven. it could be the day i received so many unexpected events. i stopped vehicle by the roadside, went down to have a look at the wheel and i thought to myself...

'oh great, a man gotta do what a man's gotta do'

phone-called siming and asked him down for help. again. he came down immediately and helped. and he did help. abit. anyway, i was already damn fucking tired and this kinda thing happened. really...thanks ah!

changed everything, finished, and i was sweating like hell. after changing, went to have a drink at the coffee shop with siming. wanted to call baby to ask if she's slping, and the last present they gave me. a lifeless phone. no matter what button i pressed, no signal of any life. not even a simple sentence saying 'batt low'. the best day of my life with so many un-expected events. but at least i solved everything inside out. i feel so fucking dead right now. everytime i look at myself in the mirror, i see a half-dead kim. guess i really need some peace and rest. but i can't get any......

okay..so what i said out everything in my heart..does it change anything?
no right. so i'd rather keep things to myself. it's all my fault. IM SORRY!
things just went so wrong. arrrggghhhhh. im just not feeling well.
fuck life.

2009-06-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

~~~JUST PHOTOS~~~

and you know i love you so...

2009-06-09T10:07:00.000-07:00

That's it. It's Kumar's turn to ORD. 3 masketeers, 2 ORD-ED, while me still having 8 more months to go. DANG! Seriously speaking, working without the both of them is like boring man. Nobody to smoke with me anymore, nobody to listen to my stories and gives me advices anymore, nobody to talk cock with me anymore. But anyway, everyone's gotta leave that place. For me, 7 of Feb 2010. ORD-OH!! Served 1year2months in the force. Time really past fast man. Soon...8 more months. =)

Things seems to be getting for the better? Or the worse has still yet to come? I don't know. Seriously, I just don't wanna care anymore? But i can't do that. You're forgiven. But for that guy, man, you got your small brown ass in deep shit man. If i were you, i'd stop doing nonsensical stuffs, in case i get whack. Things you're doing, people are watching.

2009-06-07T00:34:00.000-07:00

Seriously, you look cute with that green cap on, my friend. What made you put that on? Kinda look like one fat ass clown you know? Haha! Look at yourself in the mirror green lantern! What can you see? Retribution. Trust this word. What goes around comes around. Then again, try asking my friend with that green cap on. How'd you know how it feels. Try being in his shoes for a minute, and you will know that it's torturous. Maybe you'd even laugh at him. But do go on, as i know this friend of mine won't get pissed off. He's just too carried away by his heart feelings and he agrees that he should be laughed at, ain't that right my friend? Yea. You're absolutely right. Know what? My friend's name's kim. So just go ahead and laugh at his fuck face with that green light on. I don' t mind. Coz what else can i do? I can fucking do nothing.......enjoy my friend. =)

2009-05-31T22:20:00.000-07:00

Great..a round of applause for yourself..
You lost to the emotional side of you..
You used with your heart and not your bloody brain..
You're such a freaking failure..
A one that only knows how to avoid problems instead of settling them.
Checkmate KIM!

Face it, in fact accept it. Accept the fact that you're weak..you're simply NOTHING!

2009-05-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

Alright..shall update bout my what happened on my birthday celebrations. =)

okay..SATURDAY!

As usual, went for soccer match in da morning. Was against junhui's ite friends. Final score was 7-3. We won. And for the first time i scored for AJPL. Plus it was my birthday GOAL! haha..

So ended match at around 11. After which.. went home to bathe and relax before going out again for my bday celebration with junhui they all. For the first time i drove out on my birthday. But its my 20th birthday..so i know..im old.... =(

So we went to have pastamania and after which, sent weisong back to his hse to get his car. 2 cars are just nice! haha.. after that we headed to katong to play L4D. played til bout 12 plus i think. then we went to geylang to have soya bean plus you tiao..LOL! It was nice! Time past fast when we're enjoying. after which they headed home while i went to Esther's hse to fetch her to clementi. reached home and slept at around 5 plus.

SUNDAY

Met siming in the morning at around 1130. Headed to K-Box and sang til around 3. Then went home to change and went down to Cyrus to play lan with louis, boon peng they all. played til 10. All went home but thanks to my idea......of going to K-Box again.LOL!

first time in ma life going to k-box 2 times in a day. but it was FUN!seriously..thanks siming and esther..for willing to celebrate my birthday til the wee hours in the morning.

FRIDAY
today..gonna meet changi base for dinner and pub perhaps?celebrating my coporal rank and kumar's exit from k-9..ORD-ing in bout 2 more weeks..GOOD LUCK BRO IN WHATEVER YOU DO MAN!gonna miss the days working and smoking and all da nonsense with you. and nonetheless...THANKS FOR THE MAN UTD SHIRT!THANKS HOMIE!and ofcourse.....louis's and boonpeng's ice mint, siming's treat for lan, esther's star folded by straw, and the shirt given by junhui and gang! THANKS!!!!! ENJOYED MY BDAY!!! =)

PICS

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2009-04-29T00:35:00.000-07:00

last sat, all da way we went to bedok resevoir there to have a soccer match. Guess opponent was who....it was MJR BAND. Seriously...our bitter rivals of all times. 3 matches we had in the past, all lost. And last sat was supposed to win they motha fuckers..but in the end we got a draw.
I really have nothing to say, all they know is to fight and argue. All the challenges they made injured our players. Those weren't soccer man, it was pure rugby. Could've even been wrestling if the ball weren't on the field. As usual, at the end of the game both team had a fight again. zzz. Ignorant bastards, can't grow up. 20 over years old and still they are behaving like kids. C'mon la, gangsters are of no use in singapore already. i've seen so many gangster members in prison, all with tattoo and all. some are even old guys. been in and out of there for like so many times. Seriously, if i could, i would send the whole group of you into lock-up cell. And see if you guys can still talk so big.

anyway, met up with siming after match. As usual, slacked and talked craps. I've been smoking too much recently. I know. But.......what else can i do other then smoke? It's like so boring everyday. When im not working, i would have no where to go and stay at home. Only a couple of times i would be able to meet siming or simon they all for coffee. Now they started school. SIAN AH!!! T.T

Birthday's coming in bout 2 weeks time? haha..kinda looking forward to it. 2 birthdays in a day. Mine and weisong's. All the plans will be planned by elin. So....im just gonna sit back and relax. LOL! hope i'll be able to use car on that day. Then again, im 20 already. And i've only got a nitec cert. What can i do after i ORD? Should i sign on as regular? dang!

Going back for refresher training next monday. CHOA CHU KANG leh! SO FAR!!!!! -.-! I wonder who will be going back with me. If it's gonna be me alone, then i'm gonna be so freaking bored. it'll just be me and my dog. Hope mam will send someone to go along with me. CO's back in town, better watch myself and not step on his tail. If not, i'm DEAD MEAT!

I just hope for my injuries to recover soon............................ T.T

wednesday

2009-04-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

Finally...took my police driving permit orientation today. And i passed. Unexpected yea..was so freaking kan chiong when driving the police vehicle with 3 other guys. Their lives are at my hand man! But, i still survived with the rest of them. HA! =)
Soon after the orientation, OC transport then handed me my police licence, confirming that i am able to drive in k-9. Song ah, the moment i think of driving the regulars to deployment gives them no excuses not to go for deployment as not only they can drive. lol.
After that left HQ for base at 2 and reached base at around 3. Then from 3 slack all da way til evening where i started playing bball and soccer. Once again, i didn't wear any shoes and played bball and thus getting huge blisters. What da hell was i thinking? -.-! Getting injured unnecessarily. dang!
I just took the pain til i reached home and finally rested my feet trying not to walk so much. Hope the blister recover fast coz i dun wanna miss soccer match on sat if there is any.
Sometimes being kind to others doesn't mean you get back the same treatment from them. Instead, they will take advantage of you. After lending 100 bucks and not getting back yet, i will never ever anyhow lend other people money again. I fucking swear man. This time you have carried things too far. Now im left with not much cash and how am i gonna spend for the rest of my month. Don't make promises when you can achieve it. GET?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! knn..
Anyway, just got my corporal rank. Gonna celebrate with my team with the nxt month pay.......
plus.....................................BDAY IS COMING!!!! =)

第二顺位
一次是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云
从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天
我用伞保护你亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天
一直到阴天
一直到今天你早已过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天
一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里
我的伞是lingmin 没关系是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天
一直到阴天
一直到今天你早已过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天
一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天
一直到阴天
一直到今天你早已过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天
一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

songs~~~

2009-04-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

friday

2009-04-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

as usual..that ass overslept ytd, depriving me of my gym. anyway, at least played bball and soccer. bball was alright, siming kept saying that he see his own shadow in the moves i did..what da fuck homie..i improved lah deh..lol!kidding..plain tyco-ness la..happy? lol
soon after bball..there came a very KL guy boasting bout his soccer skills. as a bystander not being able to take the words and actions he made and said, i decided to pitch myself against him. 3v3, bball court. i teamed up with 2 indians while he and 2 other chinese guys. this bloody fucker said that he could ram, or rather, pump the ball to the other side of the kallang river. i stood there thinking, maybe Cristiano Ronaldo might be able to do that. i mean..just fuck you. people who went to my hse area before will knoe how far away is the other side. and there he was boasting bout his prime league soccer time. so, i decided to try him out.

first ball i got, dribbled bout 2 steps and from the halfway line i gave it my hardest shot without shoes. GOAL! everyone clapped. second one, curled the ball from the left side using my right leg. just nice, GOAL again. but this time, due to the old injuries i had, i got injured, sprained my toe. i looked at him, wondering, if he's from prime league, then simon and gang is from the premiere league!no offense but, he's not even close to simon's standard. at the end of the game, i gave the hardest volley i could, wondering if i t would land at the other side of the river. to my disappoinment, it landed in the river. well, i did try, it just couldn't be done.anyway, im injured and cant run. my palm is with blister and can't do pull ups nor pumpings. gotta wait for all to recover fore i start training again. -.-!

worked morning today. was a hell of a morning. first off, woke up late. hurried to base in a cab and costed me 10 bucks. then washed all the kennels as kennel hand wasnt around. all the shit was like...SHIT man! anyway, did SPD2 from 1 to 6. time past quite fast as i mingled with the ns police guys down there. after that met siming for dinner til now. just reached home and finished bathing. nothing else more. life's boring..

'success come through hardships.'

boring

2009-04-08T21:03:00.000-07:00

Second off today..gonna slack at home and hitting the gym later on..then gonna work tml morning..sian!

kumar's got 2 more months to ORD..after these 2 months then i wont have any more frens at work..dang! mam informed me bout ippt ytd..the one i took and passed last week was not counted. they said ma national service was not 1 year yet, and thus shooting and ippt will not be counted before 1 year. what else can i say...LPPL. have to retake again. this time..imma pass again..if i can. everything's okay cept for 2.4 run. so..running is starting again..zzz.

tired these few days. knocked out at night even before the clock strikes 12 midnight. boring boring boring!!!

BORING!!
-.-!

monday

2008-12-15T07:25:00.000-08:00

im sick, restless and tired!
zzz...

stressful life.
-.-!

SATURDAY!!!!!

2008-12-13T05:46:00.000-08:00

Just came back from soccer match against mingfei's course friends. Well, gotta say, it was a tough game for us. But we did well and had a brilliant come back. From 2-0 down, we managed to get back into the game, and ofcourse winning the game. Final score was 2-3. Our scorers: SayKuan, Haoren's friend and Simon. How was my performance? If you ask me, i would say i'm happy with my performance today. Did 2 supurb crosses into the penalty area but unfortunately, simon did his best and couldn't convert it into a goal. Did some good tackles and contained Didi well enough with the help of SayKuan. Earned comments from SayKuan saying that i played not bad today and Simon noticing my improvement. These comments are the biggest boost for me. Let's just hope that i can perform well enough in the next coming game.

Just had a haircut with Junhui in the morning before match. And my bloody hair is super short man. C'mon!!! Grow fast and imma prepare for CNY soon! =)

Anyway, working is fine. Still getting use to the life there. Just that sometimes the regulars should really do some work instead of sitting down there and doing other people's deployment until it totally sucks and its tiring. Seriously, for me, i will never respect this kinda team leader. It just shows how you cover your own backside and don't care bout your man. This ain't call a team no more man! Anyway, i still have bout 14 months to go. So i just Serve And Fuck off. I still miss worklife in woodlands. If i were to become a regular and have a chance to choose, i would DEFINATELY choose woodlands TEAM DELTA!!!

Went for Marcus's chalet on tuesday, went there late coz of the bloody night shift. so i didn't get to have fun with the people who went home. So we slacked and smoked and played cards. You see, this are the kind of regulars who don't really take it whether you are a SC or not. They just take you as their friends. Friends who will care bout them and remember them. Like me, tho i left woodlands checkpoint, they still asked me to go to their chalet. If its the team leader for my team now. I guess he won't even bother.

Alright, enough of work things. Now bout my love life. Okay, i think its alright. I'm single and i'm kinda alright with it. Just that sometimes when i see people in a relationship, i get kinda jealous? Haha, anyway, i stl have my FRIENDS.

=)

Peace yo!

sundayyyyyyyyyyyy

2008-11-29T20:39:00.000-08:00

ah! Another sunday burned, gonna report to work at around 5 or latest 6. Fun yet totally boring man. Lets not talk bout work, im just pissed off working during weekends. -.-!

Yesterday, met up with boon peng and siming. as usual, walked through the whole of orchard, nothing much actually. only thing i did extra was smoking. guess im too stressed up with ma life. too many things happened during this year. and ofcause, good and bad. yup, so as we went to far east, met ma cousin in his shop. so had a lil chat, talkng bout ma future. and yes..i am worried, with this kinda family income now, all i can is......gonna have to feed myself from now on. anyway, luckily im in NS police. know why? cause their pay is much higher compared to army.

As me and siming walked to the bus stop, we talked bout the past. reminiscing, ma secondary school days ain't that bad afterall. though i get bullied often when i was in sec 1&2, things got much better as i went to sec 3. somehow a guy gotta learn how to protect himself. and of cause....gotta have a buddy to back you up. facing problems together. i've got a very good buddy whose name is wu siming, a ex-girlfriend whose so called "flower of the school" yan ting, made good and best frens like junhui, jason, yiting, wei song and mingfei.

Siming re-called what he asked me and how i replied..those funny stuffs..

topic 1

kim: 'siming! NNB!! the bball kena lil kimpeng..pain sia..next time cannot how?'

siming: 'aiya...i teach you..you go home, on your computer then go internet and watch porn..if got reaction then that means nothing wrong lo!so easy peasy!'

kim: 'errrrrrr..but i dunno where to get all that.'

siming: 'NNB! you ACT PURE AH?!?!?!?!' (for those who know him..imagine that face when he shouted this line..)lol!

see..that was one of the conversation when we were in sec2..and im so pure and innocent..it was totally siming who brought me into the bad ways. =X

topic 2

siming: 'oei kim..lemme tell you..you are gonna freaking smoke next time when you are bout 17 or 19.'

kim: 'you SIAO AH!!!!!!!you know how much i fucking hate smoking anot?!?!?! pls leh..its almost impossible...'

siming: 'you just wait and see lo..'

and now..im 19 yrs old. and yes..its not impossible, im smoking..BUT! yes..there's always a BUT..i ain't a heavy smoker. just a social one. ha!

topic 3

siming: 'kim, believe it or not, you are going to be confident next time when you grow up. confirm got girl say you handsome one. confirm.'

kim: ' i know!!!!of-cause man! =D'

siming: 'walao eh..NNB..you SIBEI BUAY HIAO BUY YOU KNOW?!?!?!?!?!?!'

okay..that was when we were in sec 2. when i just started to slim down, fyi, i was fat when i was in sec 1&partially of sec 2.

yea..to me..those were the days. not even money can buy these things, friendships and families.

that's all folks. will update again when im free.

in the meantime...treasure the good ol' times with the people you love!

thursday, november 27, 2008

2008-11-25T07:32:00.000-08:00

thinking back regarding this year...it went past fast..moments of happiness and sadness..and ofcause..SUAYness.

well..for a start off for this year..it was perfect..everything was good..until now...

well..im still alive here posting new entries for ma blog. thats the lucky part. haha..ever since i have been posted to k-9 unit..kinda un-lucky..here goes...

firstly..i din get wad kinda dog i wanted to get when i went back for dog training..

secondly..i was almost charged for 2 accounts..just for this 2 was good enough for me to be demoted to become a VC..

thirdly..everything im using is SPOILT!!!darn..of all the times..during the time when im the poorest..be it handphone, wallet, ear-piece, soccer boots..anything you name it.. -.-!

but...........im still alive with ma frens..thanks to them who helped me too..im gonna survive this year..finishing it off with completing ma practical lessons for ma class 3 licence..

well..what else can i do other then looking forward to the year 2009..dang..but i strongly believe..STRONGLY..that every good thing will come next year. =) Gonna move house soon too..moving to boon keng..and its near to siming's house..so i will have someone to slack with and its ma best buddy somemore. lol..

alright..just came back from night shift..feeling kinda tired now..and i don't even know what to write anymore..life has been so BORING..to the extent that..nevermind..just yup..boring..anyway..pls pls pls...finish up this year soon..and FAST!!

Peace yo..

sunday, november 09, 2008

2008-11-08T18:13:00.000-08:00

ah..finally..i've passed ma FTT. i cant even believe ma own eyes after i clicked on the mouse right after i finished answering all ma questions. as i un-opened ma eyes, the wording 'PASS' appeared right in front of me. ohwell...couldn't be more then happy...passing FTT was the last thing i had hope on. next i gonna be more stressful for me. gonna take Traffic Police Test on 29th of january 2009. dang, and i have so much prac lessons left. im gonna finish all at one shot. of coz not in one shot but as in maybe 2 times per week?alrite man..lets just hope for the best. =)

didn't go out recently..not even after work. i would just go straight home, go find ma grandparents and groom the dog there, or just find xiong they all to slack. sometimes i do have doubt in friendships. isit when you are really really bored, got nothing to do, don't feel like staying at home and at that only point of time, wanting to call out friends to meet?maybe sometimes...but i seriously don't like the idea of me taking the initiative everytime. but what to do..BO BIAN..i still treat you as ma best FRIEND..

not feeling well since monday..and to double it, injured ma back while gyming. my shin was badly tackled in soccer match last week. its just the worst tackle so far, ouch. knee was also injured but i don't really know what's wrong with it. x-ray showed that it was okay. no dislocation whatsoever..but there is this pain whenever i try to straighten ma leg using ma thigh muscles. dammit..

coming to think bout it...

years back, she was there for me, taking care of me when i was sick. waking up in the middle of the night just to make sure that i was feeling well. i hate to say this, she's the one girl that i really loved or....love most?and yet i just let her slip away from ma hands. if either parties were to take the blames, then i won't deny that it would be me. immature would definately be best word to use..

like what i said to siming and gangs..'if i were given a chance again, then it would be a whole new different thing. mistakes won't be made anymore...and i won't let her go again......'

take ma words...

monday 06102008

2008-10-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

finally..cleared ma weekend shift this week..and..had a wonderful soccer match ytd afternoon..
we dominated the other team with the impressive scoreline of 7-0..heh..and i swear..it was not an easy match..opponent was quite good..they had fast runners and good mids..so to us..it was a good match..i did overlapping for the first time with kelvin playing just above me..man..hope to do more hopefully with js coming back soon..hope i could score soon..and i mean real soon.. ^^
tml will be going to sentosa with ma working team delta..just to support our team leader in her volleyball competition..might as well..been quite some time since i last went to sentosa..
after which..soccer training comes in at farrer park at 1500..saykuan will be the coach..im gonna be sure that it wont be such a easy training..
thats all folks..
tml will be tiring...yet fun..... =)

PEACE OUT HOMIES

Friday,October032008

2008-10-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

today......is gonna be just another day...kinda tired recently..plus the injury i've got..cant do soccer, running all that stuffs..BUT..its healing..which is good..i reckon i'll be able to turn up for this coming match on sunday morning..and i will be working NIGHT shift on sunday..tired sia...zzz
have been driving quite alot this week..later on in the afternoon would be the 3rd time this week...bobian.there are so many people wanting to get a license out there..so many that the slots for next week are all GONE!!so..no driving lessons next week..zzz..i've got MONEY...but no SLOTS..WTF?!?!?!??!anyway..finally i passed ma final thoery evaluation..such a hard time passing it..i freaking hate theories..and ma FTT is on november 6..its gonna be like a month away..wonder if i can pass...gotta go do more practices..
ytd tried driving on the road for the first time..and..frst timer..i gotta say..kinda scary lah..all the cars are going at around 60kmph..or maybe more..but im gonna be slow and steady..that applies to later on too..pls ah...dun let the car 'die' on the road later on..pls pls..
andy will be going for his TP on monday..so fast..and i just started..dang..anyway..
GOOD LUCK HOMIE..
going for haircut fore' i go driving..argh...busy day..
zzz...

PEACE..
=)

monday 22092008

2008-09-21T21:12:00.000-07:00

-.-!

this week..THIS WEEK!!have been quite a farking bad week for me..so many un-necessary unlucky things happen...

1st......i have been transferred from team CHARLIE to team DELTA..
so that means...i have to go and know ppl there over again..just like how i came in on the first day..who also dunno...but nvm..i pulled through it..their still humans anyway..zzz..so i was quiet durin my duties and i was often being laughed at for doing and saying silly things..okay..im just entertainment there.. -.-!

2nd......i was late on the first day of work in delta..but luckily enough..i wasnt being scolded..phew..just ma luck to get into a team which comes to work on time and lateness is not an excuse..

3rd.....this one..definately..the worst one this week...i fuckin sprained ma knee an it hurt like hell on sunday which was ytd...and im havin cage on wed with yt they all..wtf!!!gotta recover by then..so i went to the hospital to have a checkup..and it turned out alright..no cack bones or wadeva..but i can run or shoot the bloody ball..hope by wed i will be alright.....damn....

and yet again...man united failed to get 3 points last nite..they were leading for more then half of the game..and bloody kalou jus scored after he's being sub-ed in..WTF?!?!?!?!?!and got a draw in the end..sian..wad is ferguson thinkin?alamak...he put on o'shea..why o'shea..i mean anderson nani giggs are all there..seriously..i'd rather put on nani rather then o'shea..and ronaldo cant seem to be at his best last nite..lost the ball quite a number of times..maybe he still need to blend into the team...anyway..JUST SIAN!!!!

LOUSY WEEK...zZz..

__

saturday~~

2008-09-12T21:28:00.000-07:00

aight..today is gonna be ma night shift..its tiring..but i kinda look forward to working coz im in k-9 and team Charlie..i woke up at bout 1030..cant get back to slp..dunno why also..kept tossing and turning..hope i will be able to pass the night tonight.. =X

with the time so early and totally nothing to do..i logged on into friendster as usual and went roaming around inside friendster..and...guess wad i found..(siming..no offence..but..) okay..i found siming look-alike!totally same when seen from far..but kinda lil different when zoom in..anyway..its still siming look-alike..shall show when this post is finishing..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

been smoking quite alot this few weeks..just like a human chimney..nonono..its time to control..control...maybe think of other things will help..maybe in out in out will help too...dun anyhow think..its sugarcane..drinking sugarcane helps... -.-!

okay..i enjoy ma life now?working and going out with frens..just that pls la spf..im in need of money..so pls just increase ma 100plus dolla pay asap lah...pls pls pls.. =(

and im getting fat nowadays...time to go gym-ing and jogging..cant afford to fail ma nxt ippt in SOC..if i fail..good luck kim..you're going through boot-camp..the hell in SOC..no one but only me can help maself...dang!stop thinkin..stress ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway..tonight..

MANCHESTER UNITED VS LIVERPOOL F.C.

good news...bebertov will be joining the striking force of man u..he's wad man u needed..height composure and a pure striker..and...people..RONALDO is fit and coming back..so wait for his legs to come and confuse your mind.. =)

bad news...stevie g. and fernendo torres is back..zzz... -.-!

hope man u defence can handle the both of team..

nonetheless...it will be the first most exciting match this season with so many new transfers..

aight..

done..

nevertheless...

TA-DAH!!siming look-alike..

LOL!

ma bad...

PEACE TO ALL DAWGS AND NIGGAS AND HOMIES AND WADEVER..

K-9

2008-09-08T19:57:00.001-07:00

okay...last monday was ma first day of work in Police SOC K-9 dog unit...

lets reminicse..i was lookin foward to handling a dog of ma own in the morning fore' i went off to work...and when i reach the workplace..i swear..

this is wad we call..kio sai.

we had to pick up every shit the dog released out from their system..and yes..its goddamn true thats its goddamn smelly... -.-!

and the dogs there are mostly 'friendly'...say..from a week of experience there...nvr touch a dog you dunno well enough..especially working dogs like german shepherd..sometimes the wires aint workin well..so..ya..

this is wad beginners..or lets say...noobs like s have to do first..

aight..that's the first bad news..the second one..

'there are not enough dogs for your trainin for this few weeks or probably months and so you will have to go to work at woodlands checkpoint as supportin officer....and yes..without dog ofcoz...'

dang..cant believe it..a dog handler without dog..wads with it man...so now..

im posted to woodlands checkpoint..so see ya there if you're going to JB..

And now..im working at woodlands checkpoint..doing night and morning shifts.

aight...enough of work..

been meetin out with siming, louis, boonpeng, aaron and nic out recently..having nonsensical nonsense from all of us..espescially louis and siming..the 2 full time jokers..wad bout me..im just gettin more and more quiet..argh...im thinking and in need of so many things rite now...how i wish i was born in a silverspoon..i was..but not til now..but then again..if i was..then siming and gang wouldnt have been ma best buddies in ma life..

anyway..i applied for class 3 licensce..passed ma evaluation..now waiting for basic theory test..i know im slow..but..slow and STEADY...haha..just hope to get everything one shot pass..and maybe i will be gettin it in 4 or 5 months time... =)

went for soccer match last sunday..its was just utterly disappointing..i mean..i wasnt as disppointed as compared to last time when we lost..its just that this somehow isnt a team anymore..players not coming and findin ppl we dunno to replace..every week there will be new faces..how to play like that..defence line..only me the regular one..mid-field..only jian sheng and simon..strikers stays..mingfei and weiming..its just bad..more team work plsssssssssssss.....

addin on to ma burden..ma soccer boots just changed its brand from nike to crocs..coz the bloody front part split open...sad man..ma fav boots..well..gotta save money to go buy another new pair..

did nite shift on wed nite..well..for the first time doing nite shift..it turned out okay i guess..looking at all the cars coming to singapore from jb..and different kinda cars and ppl..kinda fun..LOL!

went out ytd nite with ah bao til bout 2.30 in the morning..drived his car illegally for a short distance..okay..hate ta admit this..but..for the first time i drive a car...its DIFFICULT..becoz its manual..and i din know how to change the gears and stuffs..co-ordination not good enough i guess..well..first timer..at least i reversed and went on quite okay.. ^^

okay..done..gonna go prepare and go meet up with siming and boon peng later on..dunno will be going where..and dunno if bao will be joinin me..anyway he's gotta work nite shift later on..

and..

thatll be all folks..

see ya around..

last but not least...

okayy..when will i be able to handle ma own dog?? T.T

HOLLA !!

PEACE YO~ =))

sunday,august 24th

2008-08-24T01:05:00.000-07:00

aight....this week has been a hectic week..law test!!!wad else..this is wad im worried bout most..
total there are 150 questions..140 are normal ones and the other 10 are immediate failure questions..i knoe..it sounds like a game..okay..rules are simple..you get 70% and above plus all the 10 i-fail qns correct..you pass..if you fail the i-fail 10 qns..gotta sit fot retest for 10 qns..but..if you pass the i-fail..and you fail the overall which is 70%..good luck..sit for retest for EVERYTHING..and ofcoz..there's 3 tries..after which if you fail..haha..see you in the recourse squad..fun isnt it..lol..

for me..i did last minute studying and revision..luckily and very luckily..i passed ma overall and got 75%..but i failed i-fail qns..so i sat for the retest on thursday afternoon..but the system was down and i cant have ma results..hopin to pass ofcoz..so they kept us in suspense for the test and there was one failure..and they will contact the failure to have a final re-test..and so..i hoped everyday that i wont be having a phone call from them..and i will be posting to K-9 dog unit..which im kinda lookin forward to..

booked out on thursday and went to samuel yong's chalet at nite..din do much things..just chatted and smoked..then i was too tired and went to slp at 3..nxt day went home and rest..

on sat..had soccer match and meet siming and nic for dinner at chinatown..its been quite awhile since i last met up with nic..after dinner we went to bugis and walked around then went to siming's house to ton..however..something un pleasent happened around 2 plus..for this matter..i dun wish to say much cept...
"pls mothafucker..go mind your bloody own business..if you think you can just fucking call and threaten me and thinkin that i will really be threatened...........FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND?!?!use your bloody brain your mom gave you..okay..maybe your mom forgot to install brain programme into you head..then just lemme give you a sentence..this is SINGAPORE..not United States..think before you do anything faggort!asshole..fucking cow's vagina mothafucking piece of shit..then again..you're not even worth to be cow's vagina..maggort matbe.." =)

unhappiness and fucked up situations aside...
27/08/08
POC-OH!!!!
=))

NDP08'! =)

2008-08-09T10:40:00.000-07:00

NDP08 *POLICE GUARD OF HONOUR*

NDP08

Police Guard Of Honour Contigent

09082008

Saturday

at Marina Bay Floating Platform...

This very day...marks the end of my G.O.H contigent marching and all the trainings from april til now, all the pain is worth it. the very first time i remembered..i was a guy with no knowledge of the uniform backgrounds..banging on the right leg..as the correct one is the left..not knowin any of the malay commands given..couldnt even stand still for 3 mins..and yet..the first time this trainin started..it wasnt easy at all..standing under the hot sun with the SAR 21 rifle..comments and thinkin on ma mind was.."wadda hell..why torture me for NDP..im only here for NS..zzz.."

and ofcoz..scolding is often expected from FI Ridzuan who is in charge of the marching for Police Contigent. the first time i saw him..i was like..wadda fark..relac lah..why so serious and fierce...

every saturday..without fail..we would be going to nee soon and bedok camp for trainin..marching and rifle movements..we would be cursing and swearing hoping that everything would just pass and get it over with...sweat would be all over your face and body..you cant even move to wipe away the sweat..riight arm would always be numb and pain due to carrying the rifle for a long time..every trainin finishes..we would be so tired that the whole bus will be filled with sleeping police officers..everything was like hell to us..every trainin..getting scolded and corrected..trained and trained..marched and marched..over and over again..just to perfect everything..but..there comes a day when we officially went to the floating platform and started trainin..soon after..combined rehearsal was coming..everybody was excited..we all got our number.1 uniform and soon we had to wear it to march..NE show soon came..NE show 1..my very first march..from suntec convention..all the way to marina floating platform..everyone was sweating in their no.1 uniforms..i was nonetheless sweatin too..but i was breakin in cold sweat..imagine marching all the way..the entire road is there closed just for the 4 contigents to march on..by standers standing there taking photos and cheering..all just for us..the G.O.H

its just simply...special..i nvr got this kinda feeling before..not even in the wushu competition..from then on..every training..i kinda looked forward to every saturday..coz its the day where we get to march like no other people..march with the all the people lookin at us..taking photos..lookin at all the kids looking at us with the smile on their faces..NE show 2 and NE Show 3 soon came..then came preview..like wad i hoped..i got to march every parade..doing all the 3 NE Shows and Preview..firing shots into the air..was wonderful too..and i looked forward to marching on the actual..

TODAY..SATURDAY..NDP PARADE..

today came..the first thing in the morning was Ridzuan coming to talk to us..he gave us a warm up..a very serious one..whoever who din do well will be pulled out of the contigent and not march today...i managed to save ma own ass and pulled through the morning so called warm up..an the afternoon before the actual parade..there's another session..but however..i din pull things through successfully..i flopped a couple of times..after that..only thing came to ma mind..i dun wanna be replaced..wad if im replaced..and luckily..i was not replaced..haha..i marched through and did everything..and i pulled through everything..the inspection by president..3 shots of joy..and lastly..the march past..everything is just amazing..guess this is the last and best march of mine..all the experience and trainings will nvr be forgotten..its truely one of the best experience i got..

FI Ridzuan and me..

me and Parade Commander

me and Parade RSM

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

NXT..

POC-OH!!!

伯乐

2008-08-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个然后等待着下一个
最后哪一个让你最舍不得

感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的她们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的虽然过去了
我们也都经历了
释怀教育着仇恨和平劝着天下人
故事发生便住下了不管好的坏的
你让我成长了就算是痛得值得

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个然后等待着下一个
一个个过客过得快不快乐

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个然后等待着下一个
别太多过客祝你早日快乐

离开时别忘了看看眼前的人
流泪记住了还是微笑祝福着

stressssss..mentally and physically.. -.-!

2008-07-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

alrite..above the title there shows it all..
im just mentally and physically tired..tired of everything..
started going out with siming and louis they all recently..went to orchard and started playing this game EURO 2008..even siming said its fun and addictive..can you believe it..a person who knows nothing bout soccer saying this..lol..
NDP is getting nearer and nearer..which means performance is coming..which means its gonna get tiring..which means i gotta avoid getting injured at all cost while playin..be it soccer or wushu..last saturday was ma longest weekend i ever got i guess..friday i booked out and today, monday nite im bookin in..well..i stayed at home for friday nite and looked after ma bro as ma mom is away in china looking after ma grandpa..and i went to wushu trainin..man..everybody seems so new there..okayy..i mean..i seem so awkward there..it used to be like ma second home..going there for trainings with ma fren/coach..now..everybody seems so busy..competition is coming..and thereare more new ppl there trainin whom i dun even know..okay..its just weird..anyway..lucky winston and laken was there..laken entertained me and taught me aerial cartwheel which i din do for like 2 months??and i did it..wahahha..now i reminisce the first time i did it..the feelin was like..wow..im flying!!!

these are all taken last year i guess..when i still got ma hair..and so..there went ma sat..trainin and meeting up with yiting and siming and jason..sunday...i went for soccer match..but unfortunately..we lost.. 3-0.. -.-! its been quite awhile since ma team lost..zzz..anyway..hope we win this coming sunday's match..

called ma mom just now..grandpa just got off from the bed and is able to move around..have been lying on the bed for bout 5 days..dang..if only he's in singapore hospital..dammit..and i talked to him for awhile..he sounded alrite..but i knoe all the surgeries and injections are killing him..mom said that there will be another operation done on the 5th of august..and will be coming back earliest august 11..which means she and ma grandpa cant make it in time to watch NDP..well..i just hope that everything goes well there..

zzz..in a nutshell..how i wish i wasnt in NS..

"sorry jia yi.."

NS, Life and NDP..

2008-07-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

yup..im the centre short guy..took this pic after the NE Show 2 at marina with the 2 ASP of police GOH contigent at suntec convention hall..fast..so fast..i more NE and then preview..and then NDP 08..kinda missed everything i've been through..its tiring..i swear it is..at the start..standin under the hot sun for hours, marching and saluting with SAR(Singapore Assualt Rifle)21..but..everything's worth it..come back thinking..i would've regretted if i din join sqd 16..Guard Of Honor plus NS trainings..3 months have passed..i passed everything i need to POP cept for Scenario Based Test and Law Test..just hope i fare well enough in this 2 remaining tests..shall i say everything was just way better then i thought it would happen..gettin in NDP GOH Contigent..have a good OC Sqd and FI..3 months..i knew new ppl..new frens and new bastards who would always be a clown and think that they are the biggest in the squad..well..1 more month and bye fuckers..but i still would miss the good ol' times inside barrack with few of ma good frens..

there they are..but im missing 2 of em..kai and yusri..

and ofcoz there are others..like shawn, irving and kevin..

i missed wushu trainin for the past 3 months..wonder wad would i be if i am to return to trainin after NDP..dang..im gonna be so noob..but..there is always winston, leslie and laken to help me brush up ma techniques and train me back..ENDURE!!!

ever since i enlisted..i din play much soccer as i did like last time..time just restrains me from doin so..and the timing is just so not right..saturday is match..and most of the time i have NDP trainings..every sat in fact..sorry ah ji pa lang..but imma be back soon i guess..after NDP..will be back to ma usual schedules..

and..ma buddies..mingfei, yiting, junhui, jason and weisong..well..i still do go out with them..just that not that much anymore..weekdays is a cfm hit no no for me..sat i have training..so im only left with sunday and some of them cant make it sometimes..plus they have their own thingys to do..and siming and louis..HAHA!!these 2 bastards..dunno wad to say..everytime cfm wrong timing..either they cant make it or i cant make it..but the both of them always make it when i cant make it..zzz.. -.-! nvm..guess this is NS life..it takes away time and frens from you..this is the part where i hate bout NS..so many things are happening outside the camp and youre not there..its true im pulled apart from ma frens..i dun even know wad happen outside and aint as close as last time anymore..somehow i guess..frens come and go..maybe that applies to buddies too..and..close ones you love..surely there will be something that will happen to them..ma grandpa is diagnosed with cancer and god knows wad stage he's in rite now..and i dunno how long more can i see him..pls..i sincerely pray foe him to live longer and hopefully recovers from this..

now..i have a gf who's name is tan jia yi..we got together on the 22nd of May..haha..good introduction rite?lol..she's starting her NTU studies soon in august..and that means..i will have less time with her.. =(

she is being lved by a turtle who doesnt know how to express himself..and turtle knows that this is the reason thats spoiling this relationship..but like wad he said..he will not give up and try his best in this relationship no matter how long it can last... =D

blah blah blah..

2008-07-06T22:57:00.000-07:00

"humans are borned living to await for their death to come upon them"
you know why..coz the good die young..
tell me..grandpa..aint you afraid of death?dun you know everybody else in this fucking family is worried coz of you?pls..if you do..pls..for god's sake..get well..and not leave us..if you really do..tell me..wads death like..tell me..aight..

May 17

2008-05-17T00:09:00.000-07:00

ALRITE!!!!!!GUESS WHO"S BACK..AND MA BLOG AINT DEAD NO MORE AIGHT..you cheebye ming you..LOL!! kiddin ma homie.. =))
okayy...i have entered home team academy for ma ns life for 1 mth plus already..and im so tired..thats the reason i din update ma blog for like..2 mths?haha..
okayy..life in HTA for the first few weeks totally sucks man..but after that...somehow got used to it and din get into trouble and get bullied by the FIs that often..
anyway..i have 2 months fore' i pass out..and 3 months to NDP parade..im inside the G.O.H for NDP parade and the trainin is tough man..all the bloody drills and stading there not able to move around..but like wad they said..being in police is more relax then being in army..but in police there are lots of things to pass fore' you can pass out..like studying law, police defensive tactics, shooting, swimmin, drills and police standard obstacle course..zzz..
dang..dun wanna talk bout ns life no more..ytd..i met up louis and siming for the second time since i entered ns..he also started his poly life..and louis..same old pattern..hong ALL DA WAY..LOL.. =)
so..met them at orchard to celebrate ma bday with them in advance..sorry la..cant meet you all out on ma bday..ma bad..dun blame me..blame POLICE!! =X
so we went to have dinner and walked around orchard and joked around and wrestled around..and shouted and imitated the FI..
then went to play xbox 360 at cine til bout 1130 then headed home..seriously speaking..ns sucks man..take away a whole lot of time and energy from ma life..and i cant meet frens like how i used to meet them no more..
tml's ma bday..going out with yt they all..but ws cant make it..think something happened..and after tml...im officially 19..
19 yrs of age wasted..only thing im proud of is that i have a group of best pals and one best buddy..and ma family that im close to..other then that..i've wasted ma 19 yrs living on this earth..time pass too fast..soon i will be 20, then 30, 40, 50, 60, then finally in the coffin...zzz
okayy..im too tired and thinkin a hell lotta things..aint gonna continue writing no more..
BYE MA HOMIES....
PEACE YO!

2008-03-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

okayy..im feeling EMO and SAD and THINKING A HELL LOTA THINGS...but..HAPPY at the same time.. =)
police academy coming in bout 3 weeks time..okay...there's too many things for me to miss here..ma frens ma family and wushu training..and ma HAIR..zzz..2 yrs..after 2 yrs..imma adult!!21 yrs old..working life..aint no playing no more..maybe play..but can i play how i play now with ma frens?nah..i cant..somehow im lacking of slp these days..too much things on ma mind..i was a new-born baby..then now imma young adult going for national service..all i wanna do now is accompany ma family and take out some time for them..i dunno why..like wad siming said..all ppl who go ns will play alot before going in..but it aint the same for me..man..imma weird kid in the block..zzz..maybe its due to the lacking of see-ing ma parents when i was young..i only get to see them once or twice a week or even none..zzz..but i know they cared bout me... ^^
okayy..wushu..ytd i tried something new..putting ma hands at the back when doing the flip..its scary la..no hands to help balance...but its fun!!it felt like flying i swear!! haha..compared to wad i was 2 years ago..i improved..and soccer improved too..guess im happy with the way it is now...but im gonna improve more on wushu...i'll.....try.. =)

PEACE OUT PPLZ!!!!
=))

MATCH

2008-03-23T02:11:00.000-07:00

AJPL United vs China team

(Tampinies Field)

first half' 1-1

second half' 2-0

full time' 3-1

another win.. (^^) V

AllBoutChalet =))

2008-03-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM DA CHALET!!!!!and imma start updating bout ALL da fun things that happened.. =))

day one, all 6 of us..(me, jason, junhui, yiting, weisong and mingfei) plus elin all went to da chalet. mingfei and yiting checked into the chalet first fore we reach.

so we started un-packing our things and played among ourselves..well..first half of the day was quite boring as it just started and some ppl are tired..i played 1v1 soccer with junhui..the rule..no shooting..just dribbling. and goalpost? between da pillors..haha.well, it was obviously a hard game to play coz i have skills while junhui have the speed..we played 3 goals and..i still WON!!! haha..wada hard earned victory..lol..

[ ps. junhui!! read this! OH-LAYYYY!!!! you know wad i mean.. =)) ]

we BBQ-ed at nite and xiaomei came along..to help us start fire..lol..so its like 7 noobs watching a girl start the fire..and there it is..after bout 1hr of setting up..BBQ soon was available and we BBQed for the whole nite..til around 11 i guess..then mingfei, weisong and me sent elin and xiaomei to pasir ris interchange hoping that there would be last train for them..but infortunately..there aint any..so they gotta take cab home..so headed back to the chalet after that and played awhile of soccer before showering and getting ready to go to bed..there went day one..we slpt..at 4..

and the nxt morning was a tiring one for yiting, weisong, junhui and jason as they needed to go to simei ite to accompany weisong and junhui register for their courses..yeap..only me and mingfei were left behind to slp til they return from simei ite..they came back at around 12 plus..so after they came back it was their turn to slp and we went to buy our lunch and some tidbits to munch..and they woke up at around 3 plus..and decided to do BBQ again for the second nite as there were left-overs..but b'fore that we went to rent bikes for the nite riding..haha..so we headed back after that and started BBQ-ing..BBQ ended around 9 and me mingfeia nd weisong decided to go and swim!!okayy..it WAS fun..kinda went back to ma younger days as a kid.. =))

after swimming it was already 10 and we went back to chalet to bathe and get ready before going out for the nite riding..it was kinda fun..enjoying the cooling breeze going towards ma face..its been a while since i did nite riding..haha...and went to watch man utd match..and as expected..man utd won 2-0..haha..yea!!top of da table!! =))
and so we went back to the chalet in da morning..it was tiring..and im dead beat..fell asleep upon reaching home..man..panda circles are overwhelming ma eyes..zzz..i wanna SLP SLP SLP!!!!
ManUtd against Liverpool this sunday...another quite a difficult match..torres, gerrard and babel..3 key players..as for man utd..rooney, ronaldo giggs and anderson..these 4 players..lets hope man utd win this sun..HOPE AR!!i also hope benitez do the rotating thing!!!wahaha.. =))

aight..imma go get ready for ma soccer match...

PEACE YO!!!
ciao ma homies..
til then.

monday, 17thmarch

2008-03-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

well, well, well..today's a monday..and this week is gonna be a fast one..coz i will be going to CHALET!!!!YAY!!for 3 days i shant be at home..so this is gonna be the last blog for 3 days..gonna blog all da fun things that happened at the chalet..wahahaha..today, today, today..hmm..went to gym with xiong and group..im like so lethargic today..din really feel like doing anything..so first off........i did joggin on the treadmill for like 20 mins..ya..i know its kinda little..but its better then NOTHING AT ALL.. -.-! then after that..i did pull ups on da pull up machine..din really bother to take up weights at all today..so accompanied them to do their biceps and chest stuffs..uh huh..after that did abs training with xiong..15 sets of 3..wad da..its like difficult la dey...pain sia..okayy..after that..me and xiong decided to try out a new way of doing abs..with a leg machine..hard to explain la..but its hard to do..coz xiong bluffed me into doing 15 then in the end he did none!!!!BEST AR XIONG!!!thanks man..now ma abs pain sia..zzz..
alrite..after that..went for lunch and xiong went work and i went home..did pumpings and bathed fore lazy-ing around like a pig..haha..but..today's a HOT DAY man..waddahell is with the weather???one week rain..one week hot like hell..wads nxt??SNOW???? -.-!!
alright..end of post..man..im gonna miss ma family for 3 days..cant have lunch with them...ma bad!!

PEACE YO!!
ciao!!

Saturday, March 15th.

2008-03-16T07:18:00.001-07:00

AHJIPALANG UNITED vs THE NAVY TEAM

( YISHUN LOUSY AND MUDDY FIELD )

1st half ' 2 - 2
2nd half' 2 - 0
FT' 4 - 2

FINALLY A VCTORY!!! =))

Thursday, 13march!!!

2008-03-10T03:38:00.000-07:00

aight...im so so so bored so im blogging in this entry and yet i aint dunno wad ta blog..nvm..

i was running through ma memories and it started ever since i was a kid in k2..all i remember is i wasnt a boy whom every single person like..i was fat, like a balloon ta be exact..but i do have real frens in primary school..hah..primary school..its where i was rebellious and dun give a fuck to whoever's around me..whacked a boy a head taller then me til his nose got broken..that was ma first fight and ma first rotan awarded by the principal..since then, i promised ma father not to get into fights ever again..from then on, whenever i get bullied i would nvr fight back or scold back..but somehow more and more ppl starts to eat me..imagine drinking plain water bottle and you realise that you're actually drinking staple bullets too..getting anti-ed by groups..blah blah blah..and many more..which i dun see the need to say it all out..then sec 3 came and i became a totally changed person thanks to mr WU _ _ _ _ _ _ ..okayy..i was considered a normal boy..not much of discipline records and a totally low profile guy..ask ppl, "you know kimpeng?" they'll say.. "who sia..which motha son?" yup..something like that..consider ma sec school life peaceful..anyway..im peaceful in schools..til ite yr 1..got stared at tiong bahru, then fought under void deck near ma hse..wads with the gangsters nowadays??stare stare and stare..then one whole bunch come over and try to look cool and ask "where you play?" infront of their gfs..then start asking for fights..if you say no i dun wanna fight..they'll say you're weak and dun dare ta fight..its not a matter of guts..its purely becoz of wan..or dun wan..cmon la..its already year 2008 using color phones and 3Gs..and how come i dun see all these so called 'ah bengs' going around and try ta catch that fucking JI guy?you can boast bout your fighting skills, come and go in a group doing fuck up things..how bout go catching JI..cmon..he's only a terrorist..only one person nia..wads the big deal..zzz..in da end its still police and army who manage to catch him down...

ok..enough of the gangsta things..zzz..went to weisong hse ytd..then played soccer at nite..played with yiting, mingfei, junhui, weisong and junwei..it was fun..come thinking of it..its da first time i played street soccer with weisong..haha..so we played..under some rain..its just drizzling..so we played on..i scored bout 3 or 4 goals?maybe more then that?haha..junhui improved man..in terms of his possesion..he dun lose ball that easily..and he's got speed..yiting scored too..undoubtly mingfei..junwei KS ar!!!and weisong din score coz he injured his left leggy.but i think junhui scored..did he?ah..he did..haha..alright..thats the end..im like so lazy to blog already..

PEACE YO!!
ciao!! =))

friday!!

2008-03-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

BACK 'IN DA BLOG YO!!
alrite..lets get first things first...today..went to ma primary school which is ma bro's primary school..Hong Wen School. PTI !!! Parent-Teacher Interaction..not me ofcoz..but ma bro.. okay..he totally lemme dropped ma glasses..!!his teacher actually said that he improved and is doing quite well in school..that's a plus for him man..haha..but his chinese teacher complained quite alot..so..that's a MINUS..haha..
so after that im spose to meet up yiting and ma mom was meeting auntie hui fang and gave me a lift to cityhall mrt..okayy..so in the car i was like..ALL DA WAY QUIET!!!!first of all..she's a mediacorp artiste..naturally im nervous sitting in her car.. and i became a whole silent person in her car..zzz..okayy..so met up yiting at cityhall mrt and waited for jason for bout 15 mins...then i saw ah teck..he was going IT fair to look around and meet up with sea-banana..so there he went..a punch for me in the arm..then when i wanted to punch him he will say.."wah..wanna beat coach ar?" then i lose liao lo..but today..i still punch him back coz no trainin!!!wahahahaha!!! =)
so after jason met up with us we went to IT show to find his fren..and one was from mjr and she recognised me man...wad da..and somemore last time chee yen jio her b'fore sia!!can you BELIEVE it...it was her luck man..LOL!! =X
soon after..went to find guan hui..disturbed him like hell sia..LOL!!okay la..like how many years never see him already..after that..went to catch a movie, 10,000BC..quite a nice show..i'll give bout 4 outta 5 stars..after that went to eat and went home...home sweet home..
tml's soccer match at 9?hope tml will turn out fine..and not lose..at least draw..but i really hate one thing..keep changing defenders like tee shirts..zzz..everytime nvr go for match..and expect me to communicate with them??okayy..nvm..i'll take that..zzz..
time ta slp..!!!
PEACE YO PPL!!!!
=))

tuesday..

2008-03-03T19:07:00.000-08:00

back in da blog......okayy..lemme start off from last weeks performance..performance was shit man..totally messed up..crap..cant believe it..i actually FELL which i din expect it to happen..and now im having a bruised knee..dammit..it was totally outrageous..okay..im damn disappointed..even though i tried not to be nervous..i cant do it..stage fright sucks man...SUCKS TOTALLY!!!
disappointment for me again...but nvm..one day i will do it perfectly on stage..*hoping*
gonna resume training today..and ive got soccer match and wushu training on the same day which is on sat!!! dang.. hope ma knee can take it..
ytd went to meet xiong for lunch...its kinda been awhile since we met up..so we crapped quite alot..reminiscing the past..when we were only 14 and 15..in an blink of an eye..im already 19 this yr and xiong 20 respectively..we are like buds for around 5 yrs..cool man..longest buddyship nxt to siming..haha..wonder how it'd look like when we're 50s walking down orchard road..hah..funny eh..
alrite man..the things i kinda look forward to is CHALET and SOCCER and GOING OUT!!!!!
and now.....ma mind is in a blank state and imma need ta recover ma spiritual presence in ma place of zen...
wad da?!?!
-.-!

PEACE PPL..
^^

training and training and training..

2008-02-24T19:53:00.000-08:00

LONG time since da last time i updated ma blog eh....been kinda tired and busy recently...cuz of the wushu trainings...HYJ wushu academy is gonna kill me man..haven been in serious training for like 3 yrs after i graduated from mjr wushu team..seriously..HYJ wushu is more the most tiring training i ever had in ma wushu life!!!but at the same time..learnt alot of things and flips improved tremendously..jumping improved too..haha..thanks to the coaches there..thanks for tiring me out too.. -.-
last sat's training was fun! coaches taught us xiao fan(backflip) on the grass..it was scary tho cuz you cant see anything behind and you gotta land fast and safe enough..but they were there guiding..so it aint that bad.. performance is just 6 days away!!! and i haven think of anything to perform!!!!so last minute lah...nanquan or gun(cudgel)?gotta choose one..its a tough choice tho...zzz..im like..so stressed rite now and need some inspiration IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!today's off day..so im kinda like resting..tml training! then wed training! then sat training! then sun performance!!!so fast!!zzz... -.-!
kancheong sia!!! and tml's spose to go out with jiayi for her ice cream..and yet she got sick..see lah..work and slp late..then now sick...zzz..too bad you aint gonna have ice cream tml!!LOL!!!
=X but anyway...just take care and recover fast!! =))
talking bout tml..SIMING'S gonna get his teeth PLUCKED OUT TML!!!!wahahahaha.sorry..was abit cek ark..ma bad.. =)) but do go out cuz i aint gonna go out frequently when i get into police...AIGHT?!?!?!?!LOL!!
anyway..im looking forward to chalet and soccer trainings!!!!!too long din play soccer..and i feel sorry bout eduardo in arsenal..tho i hate the manager..zzz..poor fello gettin his ankle broken..OUCH..but..from the replays..i know taylor din do that on purpose..its just eduardo's unlucky...too bad arsenal..man utd's comin!!=))
okayyy..im half dead now.....and cant think of anything to blog..mind's full of taolu..aarrrggghhhhhhh!!!!

ohhhhhhfuckit...
wushu rocks!
=DDD
peace YO!!!!
__

CNY, Vday and everything!!! =))

2008-02-15T18:44:00.000-08:00

BACK is the word i'll use after MIA-ing for 2 weeks..lol..just din really have da time to write..
so here comes..the CNY thingy first..
CNY CNY...wad more could i ask for..celebrating it last year with ma coloured hair coz im going BOTAK for 2YEARS!!!!!you got any idea how long is 2YEARS????
nevermind..as usual..went to ma uncle house where all ma other 5 uncles and aunts and their childrens come..so its like more then 15 people?i know its alot..so does ma ang pow money...know why i like CNY now?wahahaha..anyway..just like seeing them for once a year and maybe come face to face with them too oustside sometimes..well..i aint that close with them anyway..too much of a age gap...haha..nevermind..so everybody saw me and first reaction..WAH..wad a change from one year back..zzz..i know i know..i dyed ma hair blue and green without caring wad you guys think..but luckily..they said it was nice..HAHA!!and that wasnt in ma mind when i was going there..in fact..i was ready to get maybe kinda scolding..lol..so on the 2nd day of CNY, went out with sm louis luqi and nic at around 5 plus..went to eat seoul garden..woohooo..so bloody ex lah..but..just one year once wont kill rite?and after that slacked til midnite and waited for daddy to come and fetch me home..was bloody tired too..then on the 3rd day of CNY, went to ma father's frens hse for visiting..again..wah..ah kim become so big le ar..so long nvr see him..good good good...then as you know..followed by reminiscing how i used to see them from a mere 1metre..and now..im bout their height..and they're getting old too..time flies man..okayy..so after that went to winston's hse.i was the last one to reach.so kimchi was the name spreading all over the hse..zzz..thanks winton..thanks man..lol..then i saw ppl playing blackjack but the min. bet was 2 dolla..its kinda big but i just played..and who knows..from 2 dolla..i got 70 dolla when i went home..LOL!!see..sometimes king of blackjack is just in the midst of the crowd.. ^^
so now i'll skip to wed..ma first training at HYJ wushu academy after 2 weeks of break..was kinda fun..i did a new thing!!!it was so cool man..thanks to leslie..hhaa..okay la..it maight seem simple to some ppl but not to me!!!aight??so get this clear..and NO CARPET!!!nvm..so..i did ce kong..but with the help of leslie leg..guided me all da way..but it was damn high la..phew..did 3 times..first time din really dared to jump..second was better..and the 3rd one..BEST ar..LOL..kidding.. =x
so here comes thursday..
V.day..yayaya..i celebrated it with jia yi..since i have nothing to do on that day..and she aint ma gf..aight...so dun..i repeat..DUN even guess..she's not ma gf..just a good fren..but a girl-fren..
-.-
nvm..no use explaining..so we watched jumper..and it was like..cool man..jump here jump there..jump jump jump..but i think there'll be second part of it coz of the ending..aint such a good ending tho..after that went walking..walked to raffles and thats where she starts to go crazy..she saw her idol from a play in singapore..and she's so excited that she ran towards them and i got the job of a cameraman..woo..ryhmes eh??haha..after that went to delifrance to drink something then she had to go for her dance..and im all alone.....................waiting for yt mf and jh to finish watchin ah long..sian..i wanna watch!!!!!ah long pteltd..lao gao song faster come back leh..bloody hell now still in china..faster come back!!!!then can go watch...zzz..so met them.and went for dinner..and headed home..then saw a BEAUTY and a beast in the bus..and they live at around ma hse somemore sia...waahhhh..oh nvm..aint gonna talk bout it..
on friday...which was ytd..i met jason and yt to go queensway to buy soccer ball..so we did..we bought..everything was under control..until....
yt left the ball all alone on the bus without bringing it out with him..zzz..bobian have ta go back to buy again..DOUBLE JOB SIA!!!!!!!!!!!but nvm..he pay..lol..
then at nite..i went to somewhere near esplanade to see laken perform..which was also the place where jia yi's dance group performed and i saw her..she was walkin and walking..then juliana call her name out loud..i was so freakin pai seh la..thanks ar banana..thanks..zzz..then she saw me..like im a weirdo from outer space..lol..so i just waved and sms her which i was doing fore i go to esplanade..then..i saw a familiar face..yuying!!whoa...so long din see her liao sia..but still the same..then valerie came along..all from foo chow wushu dance..whole bunch of them..
then i saw a guy..tian he..he's working there..wad a coincedence..so i chatted with him for awhile..then went to ms as they wanted to go..and i saw jh..working..LOL!!
so many ppl seen and spotted today...so played at the arcade with banana they all..and went home at bout 1045..
so thats all for wad i wanna write and i wrote..if i missed anything..too bad..its only in ma memories...HAHAAHA..
PEACE YO..
have a good day folks...
=DD

tuesday!!!!!

2008-02-05T06:29:00.000-08:00

KIM's back for update on da BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG....
okay..so far ma life is peaceful and aint having any problems..so last week i went out with jy..for movie..known as 27 dresses..
well..quite a nice show..not that bad..its just something like a couple show..zzz..haha..
so accompanied her for bout 3 hrs fore she went for her dancing classes..so crapped for abit and made fun of her by playing a game with her..she's a real slow processor..so she got her name STARHUB..lol..
then went out on sat with yt, jh ws and fei to celebrate be-earlied cny with ws coz he left for china for cny with his family and relatives there..quite fun la..i mean..its like not everytime go out with them..so its like long in a while once..so went for sakae and played there..damn funny but i aint got the time to write all that down..im just lazy also..haha..so skipped to monday..
went out with siming to buy present for wendie..zzz..and in a nutshell.....he bought nothing..zzz..
nevermind..here comes the weirdest guy i've ever seen in ma whole life..
he's tall.
strong and broad shoulders.
aint that bad looking.
but but but.......
he wore make up, girl's low cut top and skinny jeans, and here comes the worst part..HIGH HEELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg lah..worst make up ever man..simply made me laugh like dunno wad..and the most funny part is when me and siming looked at every passer-by's expressions upon looking him..WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA...damn funny..okayy..
i admit im wrong for laughing..ma bad..but pls la..if you wanna become girl at least go get a boob job man..wad da..cant say anymore..or i'll get retribution..but..its just funny..HAHAAHAHAHAA..
CNY's coming in 2 days..red packets are coming nearer to me..
^^
and i get to see ma cousins and uncles and aunties..
woohooo..
so happy CNY ma frens..and to your families ofcoz..
imma get outtta here!!!
PEACE YO!!!!
=DD

WEDNESDAY

2008-01-23T05:15:00.000-08:00

okayyyy..i've been rotting at home for the past few days..decided not to go anywhere and i've nowhere to go anyway..so i stayed at home and watched youtube..boring life..
and so i went to delta gym today with louis, ys and aaron..louis was like chionging on him arm wanting to win me in arm wrestling one day..wahahahahaha..but YOU will never ever WIN!!coz im trainin ALSO!!wahahaha..but today i went to gym to run..and i ran quite alot..dun wanna rely on weights to train anyway..so i ran to train up ma stamina as well as to slim down..gettin fatter and fatter nowadays..zzz..
so finished gym and went to meet sm with louis they all..though i dunno her well..or rather..at ALL..but kinda talked to her a lil bit..LOL..after we went for dinner, we went queensway..aaron wanted to beat louis's score for the punching machine at the score of 194..well..aaron almost did it..his highest score was 192..but he was tired and naturally din have the strength to punch..so we went to mac..sm said she wanna go toilet..so we went there and rest..here comes the funny part..i was sitted beside a girl..who is..well..quite cute and pretty..nvm..i turn and looked at her back which was the TV ads for macs..and she thought i WAS LOOKING at her..and so she looked at me with a weird look..and then..came LOUIS..he jitao said.."see girl also see til so min xian..LOL"
i was so embarressed on the spot..i din knoe how to react..you fuck ar you louis..make me so malu..first time in ma entire life i was so embarressed..zzz..thanks ar louis..thanks man..but luckily the girl was quite pretty...phew..but i had a haircut..so ma hair is like fuck..zzz..
anyway..i was thinkin bout giving up on wushu..i have no money to join HYJ..and i dun wanna be alone there..shane aint going anymore coz of the fees..and i dun feel like joining either..i know it's set up by winston..but...should i go and join rather then give up?if i dun join, then i will have no more place to do wushu anymore..dang..such difficult decisions..only if im the rich man son..then i dun have to worry bout money probs...fuck man..zzz
anyway..going to the gym will be more often..especially doing pull-ups and jogging..
POLICE IM COMING!!!!!

PEACE YO!!

SUNDAY.

2008-01-20T01:51:00.000-08:00

the spell and curse is lifted from AJPL Utd..
finally..after months and months of training and several matches lost..
we finally won today..a great match before CNY..
final score was 7-0..
ryan hat trick, weiming 2, simon 1 and jian sheng 1 goals respectively..i scored none..but i found the right position for myself..right wing back..its just better then playing at the left side..
its really hard for a right legged to play at left side..well..junhui and me playing the same position..so its gonna be taking turns to play subs i guess...
din really went out this week..only went to town once which was ytd..adult fare is so FUCKED UP!!so freaking EX..i just dun wanna go out and keep topping up...waste monay sia..zzz..anyway..gonna be getting some new year clothes soon..just a piece or two..aint gonna spend too much money on it..wushu's getting more and more tiring..the expectation of me is getting higher..i just cant get the feeling back..shit..winston (coach) is gonna sign me up for competition this coming august for the cudgel event..i dunno if i can take it..police is coming for me in 3 months time..once i go i'll be gone for 2 yrs..2 yrs..all i wanna do is just finish this 2 yrs in police and consider if im gonna sign on..man..NO MORE TIME..in a blink of an eye i'll be 21..then 30..then 40 and 50..finally in the coffin..zzz..time just passes so fast..thats why time is the real murderer for people dying..oh nevermind..just look at now..aint gonna care bout the future first..

I WANNA NEW PHONE!!W960i
and i WANNA PET DOG!!!
AND AND AND AND AND AND........................................

PEACE YO!!

DANG...

2008-01-13T21:34:00.000-08:00

im so seriously injured and tired..
too tired and lazy to do anything else..
no motive no target for me to do..
zzz..
damn..why am i so freaking bored?!?!?!
plus injuries for me..how long do i need to recover from all these?
shit shit shit shit shit ...............
totally exhuasted..

Day Of Awakening

2008-01-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

well..just ytd i got ma cert from ITE..so..i realized that this term i actually did quite well..i got 3 for this term..but overall combining this 2 yrs the GPA totally sucks..anyway..wad can i do?cant do anything..so i've decided to go police and then settle down things in a better way when i finish NS..hopefully in the right way..so..new year wishes..
1. AhJiPaLang united to stay as wad it is now and players not to leave no more.
2. improve ma soccer.
3. get physically and stamina trained fore going into police.
4. go to perth for one more time fore i get into police.
5. hopefully able to find a soulmate?almost impossible..
6. friends and buddies never to end friendships..
7. improve ma wushu.

yea..thats all..haha..i knoe its greedy but..somehow i think its ALRITE to have so many wishes for going to police rite??
lol..anyway..chinese new year in a month time..
gotta stay happy and let all the sadness be washed away..

PEACE YO!!!

ps. thanks all ma frens and buddies for cheering me up..thanks guys..
cheers!!!!
^^

BAD..

2008-01-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

Bad bad bad..everything's to a bad start starting from monday the moment i got ma results.
wad da fuck..the more i think bout it the more im fucked up..now i got maself in a position where i can study no more and dun even wanna study anymore..
this feeling is so fucked..never in ma life i've felt this useless and helpless..its just a miserable new year..
no polytechnic courses for me to choose..and im getting older year by year..where can i go just by a mothafucking N level and a NiTec cert?
i've got no idea..i dun even wanna study no more..only if im born 50 yrs ago..where cert dun really matters and the cost of living is so low..
now a cup of drink costs 2 dolla plus..how am i gonna survive in da future without ma parents and guardians?HOW?
cant be 16 every year.. going out everyday playing not giving a fuck to anything and live life playing til i die. one day imma be a grown man and adult..and this is getting nearer for me..who doesnt wanna have a secure living in the future..this society simply sucks.
2 hours of preaching from ma uncle totally sucks..sucks to the core..every single word he said makes sense..the older we grow, the more responsibility is being thrown onto our shoulders.
wad is gonna happen to ma parents when they grow old?cant depend on them for life..plus i've got a lil bro who needs ma attention more in da future..
im so fucking trapped..
wad am i gonna do?
wad do i truely wan in the future?
wad's gonna be ma life 10 yrs down the road?
sickening idiotic poor man who knoes nothing except playing all his life away...
that's ME.
only i can pull maself outta this mess..
FUCKED UP LIFE.

tuesday..first day of 2008

2007-12-31T23:12:00.000-08:00

alrite..first day of 2008..which means im gonna be 19 in 5 months and 18 days time..
time really flies..i was back at home reminiscing ma childhood photos..
all da memories just flashed back it only happened ytd..
all the happiness and sorrows that i've been through..
losing relatives one after another...
why?
just becoz of time..time kills people..time is da real murderer..oh nvm..
we all have ta go one day..so why not enjoy and be as happy as we can now?
so yesterday started off with something saddening..
i got back ma reaults and it totally spoiled ma day..i din get the reults i was expecting..
in fact it was far away..shit..couldn't even get me to poly..dammit..
so i dun see the reason why im suppose to be happy..even it was the last day of 2007..
so i started rotting at home think of wads gonna happen after i finish ma NS..
but nvm..so i met mingfei, junhui and yiting at nite..around 8.30?
i was late..lol..they wanted to go to esplanade to watch fireworks and countdown..
so i just went with them..no use rotting at home..
so the 4 of us rotted at esplanade..there wasnt much..until...
mingfei dropped into the water outside the esplanade..that wasnt that funny..
here comes the funny part..
junhui was behind mingfei..seeing mingfei fall, i called out to junhui..
"oei junhui..becareful of the water.."
junhui: "OKAY!!"
the nxt moment, SPLASH!!!
his leg is in the water...
zzz.....i freaking told him to becareful and he said okay..the next thing he was in the water!!
LOL!!!so freaking funny..if only you guys who read this is there to witness then you knoe how freaking funny it is..
thats totally highlight of the day..
so we waited til countdown..but there was a lotta ppl..
even had trouble going to the mrt station..so havoc..i wouldnt encourage guys bringing their gfs there..
not a good idea..so i went home at around 1.30
and walked home from tiong..it was freaking far..
so i reached home and bathed and chatted on msn with jiayi til 5
but im addicted to the drawing on msn..wads happening??
kinda lame..LOL!!
so i went to slp and woke up at around 1.30..
and had lunch til wad im doing here rite now..
nothing more to write..
HAPPY NEW YEAR MA HOMIES!!!
=DD
best wishes...

PEACE YO!!

thursday

2007-12-27T09:46:00.000-08:00

havent been a really very good week for me..
training ytd afternoon sucks..totally sucks to the core..
i was doing backflip and i fell..knee went straight to the ground from waist level..
wtf...its like so damn pain..for awhile i was like..wads gonna happen to ma leg..
but luckily i was still able to walk..aint that bad afterall..
but still fucking pain la..zzz...
so i went to meet louis for a haircut..ma hair now is so freaking short..
and after that..went back to night training at 9..trained for bout 1 1/2 hour..
amazingly i did better for training!!!dang..i was able to do handless cartwheel..
but knee really hurts each time i do..so i restrained maself from doing much..
today went for soccer session at 7..ma collegue asked me to join them..so i went..
and i was like knoe nobody there at all..worst still he din go..na breyyy...but bo bian..SIP had something on and he cant go for that..you fuck ah you..i wanna see you in the nxt soccer session..wahahah..i played quite well?though i only scored one goal..
they're like so good ar..and i cant do too much of running coz of ma knee..zzz..
still wondering if i should go and have a look at yuying's wushu club over the weekends..they provide dancing as well..i wanna learn hip hop?but its freaking dangerous..one step at a time man..injuries are still haunting me..damn it..
well..gonna be a brand new year soon..have a great weekend ahead and enjoy next year..hope everything goes well for all of us next year..
dun look back at yr 2007 no more..everything shall be erased..except for da happy times..look forward to yr 2008..
best of luck to all ma frens and buddies..

PEACE YO!!

MerryChristmas??

2007-12-22T07:58:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO..merrychristmas everybody..haha..
alrite..had training in da morning today..i was..well..
not too bad..playing above average..well..there is a chance for me getting right mid position..
but im happy playing right back..
haha..after that, went ta watch movie at the cathay..the movie title was like too long?
something bout the toys being alive in a toy shop..
the show was pretty short..ah ha..but to me its alrite ar..its for KIDS and there is a KID in me!!
haha..
wushu's doing fine..but still cant find the feel back..
i wanna master ma SPLIT!!!!!!
dang...im so bored..entertainment anyone???
zzzzzzzzzzzz
anyways...have a merry chrisrmas and may ppl receive lotta presents........
peace YO!!
^^

???

2007-12-17T21:20:00.000-08:00

last week have been a quick and fun one..
went for training on wed nite..everything's a-okay so far..
just that i have to perfect those difficult moves..guess will be going for training more often..
or else im never gonna improve at this rate..okay..
after training, louis met up with me..that turtle's gonna stay overnite at ma hse..
so went home straight away..but before that went to look for shirley that pufferfish..
she was like..
so SHOCKED??haha..so freaking funny on her facial expression..nevermind..
so we reached home and play winning 11 til' 1 'fore i watch entertainment 100%
nothing much on that day..just news of celebraties..and after that,
went to look for shirley at her hse downstairs and her hse is like so far frm ma hse...
took 15 mins to walk??LOL..
so..we were like..so freaking noisy at the void deck and everyone's slping in the middle of da nite..and many funny things happened?to think that i lost arm wrestling to shirley..dang..she cheated!!!haha..well..at least we were like laughing the whole nite there..
so went home early in the morning taking the first bus and slept for a few hours 'fore going to meet siming..both louis and i were like pandas walking on the streets..we're totally too tired la..so went home early..
the next day had to meet up with jason they'all for movies..shows not bad..did nothing much and went home after the movies....
people who ends relationship are the bad guys?people who ends relationships have no rght to talk or even go out in a group with frens when the other party is around?should i be happy to see through this bunch of ppl who were ma buddies for 2 yrs?or should i be sad...not really knowing wad wrong have i done..

wednesday

2007-12-11T20:52:00.000-08:00

okay.
im so bored nowadays..sunday..
went out with siming and louis..he just came back from thailand..and bought gifts for me and siming..but i've gt one more present more then him..wahahha..thats wad you get as a turtle..
so we went to marina square..then moved to orchard..we crapped and kept disturbing louis with the nvm thingy..so freaking funny..LOL!!and i did scooby doo thingy at the nite time..louis was like..laughing like there's no tml..isit funny?!!?nvm..
chatted with louis and shirley on the phone..they like keep asking me ta make so many animal voices..somehow i felt like im in the zoo..but kena scolded by dad for making too much noise..so i stopped..then for no reason they start pestering me for ghost stories..im like..what the !@#k??
hello??i aint no ghost buster..aight?haha..chatted for while then she left the conversation..and said will be back..so we waited til louis cannot make it liao..then we went to slp..LOL!!
training came again this week..
ytd started at simei ite..tonite will be at chin woo..so sian..im injured and cant do much thingys..
wtf?
so i did some basic stuffs and nothing else..SIAN AR!!!!!
kept raining this few days..so i was at home listening to ma songs..songs kept me reminiscing the past..and the past was so good..friends and friends..played and played..no stress at all..anyway..different songs remind you of different scenerios..and they playback like flashes..flashing through ma memories..its all in the past anyway..we all got our own lifes now..so why bother?eminem songs rocks..i idolize eminem more then any other artist..well..guess i have nothin' ta write..all the best to ma leggy...LOL!!

PEACE YO!
imma changed man.....

2007-12-04T23:27:00.000-08:00

Game of life
Life is so much like a game
Workin hard all the way juz to get some fame
People are like being controlled by heaven
Everyday, every hour, 24/7
With objectives in their fate
And accomplishes them at the end of the day

But some doesn’t make it
Whether they die early or worse
They still get to start the game all over again
By entering hells wheel of reincarnation
As it starts again…
With a new kind of aim

9 months in the womb
Forming the figure and face that they have soon
Right after the child is born
Old memories of them all are all gone
Now marks the start of their new life
And don’t waste it coz its crazy how time flies.

wednesday

2007-12-04T19:09:00.000-08:00

INJURIES MONTH FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one after another.
zzz...
okay. monday went wushu training,but before that, went to had lunch with shirley.she wanted to eat chicken chop..but it was closed, and so she ordered mee pok. then there came her fren, a flying insect and she started running all over..too day the insect didn't airbourne into her meepok..LOL!! after she finished..the chickenchop shop opened..but she had her full..so....TOO BAD!! =X tuesday went training and today..same goes.
but who knows if ma leg is able to jump and this is bad..REAL BAD.
i will be going for bball for a change tml?
haha..if only im able to run and jump.
life is utterly boring this few days.
siming had his hair cut. which means no town and no going out for him. wonder wad he looks like?
seems like i've gt nothing to blog anymore.

PEACE PEOPLE.
and i still dun give a fuck of wad you people think of me..

friday!!

2007-11-30T08:10:00.000-08:00

alrite..today marks the end of ITE school days. 2 yrs..2 yrs of happiness and sadness..but i've been a good boy though..din give any trouble in school and stuffs like that..haha..
ok..this week happened alotta things. i resumed ma training every monday wednesday and saturday..maybe including tuesday and thursday as well?train till i cant train anymore.its the only way i can slim down..i guess..unfortunately, ankle still aint recovered yet..c'mon..faster recover so i wont have ta wear that freaking ankle guard no more!!! thursday celebrated nic's bday in advance..had dinner at boat quay and played and chat til 2 before i went home and the rest ton there..took a whole lot of pics and crapped alot..then there came a time when nic actually forgot to take his present given by us..dang..we ran all around and he found it with a couple..they took it when nic left it on the floor..di siao the whole nite..it was indeed fun but i've got exams today so i cant ton..so sad..but who cares!!!its HOLIDAY!!!im free..and i wont have to report to school ANYMORE!!! now awaiting for honeywell to confirm if im able to work there..i just wanna be busy and not think of anything else. anyway, i suck at relationships..wads with all these promises and love..its all BULLSHIT..when you're in love..you call each other dear and darling..after break up? bastard is the name you called me..wadeva..i aint gonna give a damn..get?anyway..back to this week..went out to town most of the time with siming and louis..maybe we three are the most boring creatures on earth?2 turtles and 1 duck walking along orchard..HAHAHAH!!
training starts and 9.30..and im so goddamn tired..drank beer just now.well..it doesnt taste good at all..and im pratically red all over. so imma get some slp and prepare for tml's soccer and wushu training..
nites ppl and homies and niggas..peace yo.. =D

2007-11-25T19:32:00.000-08:00

its 1130 in da morning and im awake from ma bed. din update blog for like a week? alrite!!i dun even knoe where to start..

ok..got injured during wushu training on wed. ok..it hurts, but compared to last time, this is much more better!!but it was worth it..i managed to pull off cartwheel with no hands for the first time for the past half year!!!feeling's back man..wahahha..and gelen came for training for the first time this year. this year..first time..din see her ever since she gone MIA studying her Os. and i coming back in bball??im so freaking bored..nobody wanna play soccer..and i onli have ppl who wanna play bball..so wad can i do but to oblige and play with them..haha..imma cut down on the things i eat!!!im growing fatter and fatter..so many ppl are saying this to me..kimchi!!you are getting bigger and bigger size..zzz..
and on sat's training..coach just left the team..how dramatic..well..might as well..he din even have the heart to train us anyway..and din even turn up for our games to give us advice and morale..but i cant play that much becoz of ma injury..somehow it hurts when i do a long pass..so..dang..but we only played awhile coz coach left us there..with so few ppl..lil ppl coming for training but loads of them wanna play matches..WTF??free food in the world ar?zzz..
so instead of playing, we chatted til 1 plus and i went home to pack up ma room..and i did it in 3 hrs..so i met up with siming and louis at night for fun and laughter, peace and joy..LOL!!crapped like hell ar..kept singing jay songs to make siming so irritated the he puked out his drink..!!and i called yt but she was in malaysia..but she did sms me back to tell me and chatted for awile b'fore going MIA again..zzz.
til 1030, i went back to ma uncle hse to watch manutd match..utter disappointment..lost 1-0..alamak..c'mon tevez!!should have scored one open shot!!!dang..hope nxt game they'll win and get to the top of the table soon!!!
on sunday..went out with yiting they'all..it was yiting's bday!!!went kbox and pizzahut..crapped alot so time passed fast on sunday..well..
it has been a great time entertaining you guys but homies..its time for me to gooooooooooooooooooooo...

PEACE YO!!

#18

2007-11-19T02:44:00.001-08:00

school starts today..was so so so fucking late. late for like..an hour? but who cares..school sucks totally.
i mean..the people in the class. the first step i went in.. i saw yan ling (both mine and anna's friend).. then saw the teacher..and soon found 3 available seats..so i walked past her(yan ling) to get to ma seat..and she din even say hello to me..i was so goddamn pissed off..WTF?!?!?!?! guess anna told her bout us..and now im like the murderer instead of the victim. why cant you guys just see it in a different way...like from another angle??c'mon la..gimme a break..im a human..not some stupid fucking ass machine who have no feelings..going school on the first day and wad i get is THIS? FUCKFACE ALL THE WAYYY..zzz..its like condemming an mothafucking asshole without even asking him wads his reason first..fuck y'all man..can pls grow up??i mean..if one day your bf break with you and you aint gonna be friends with him?fucking hell..grow up la faggorts..but i aint gonna care..i dun give a fuck at all..this is just the way i am..
and lesson ended 15 mins after we went in. then yousheng me and yiting was like...NOW WAD? zzz..okay..so we went to have some food at westmall.. im so bloated that i din really feel like eating..so onli the both of them eat..after that..went to causeway point at bout 1 plus..walked 1 round and went to vivo..boring day..
reached vivo..and went to catch BEOWULF. interesting show..the beings are so real..yet so fake..and its so hard to differentiate from wads real and wads not..lol..
and after that..slacked at vivo til 6 and went home..great..only ate a meal today..so many bad things are coming towards me..losing matches, losing interest in things i do, losing friends..and now this shit's happening..so..WADS NEXT GOD??!?!?!?! i aint gonna let none of it affect me AT ALL!!! or at least..hope that it wont affect me..
im so freaking hungry..but im too tired to packet..zzz..TWO MORE WEEKS OF FUCKFACE!!! C'MON!!
MAKE DAYS PASS FAST FOR ME!!!

2007-11-18T03:45:00.000-08:00

boring borin boring..
ytd was match day..oh great..conceded 4 goals early in the morning..and she din msg me..zzz..had to be keeper as godzilla din turn up..zzz..okay..one was ma mistake, ma bad, the other 3?? defense..good defending man..damn it..final score, 4-2.
zzz..
in the afternoon, went home to change and looked for louis at queensway.its freaking boring over there, so we walked for awhile before changing our next destination to vivo. reached vivo, joked with the turtle the whole day. crapping in turtle languages..haha. and i scolded him with this sentence and it was ma trademark frm then on.. 'one more word from you and imma smack your head back into your shell..'
and so this went on..doing stupid things ALL THE WAY!!! at vivo, she called him. i was shocked..? okay..surprised.. nvm, dun wanna talk bout it anymore.. i din give a damn afterall??
looked for nic & siming @ IMM and he finished work at 9..so again slacked with turtle til 9..
9, met up with them and crapped for awhile. something bad happened for me. then went to tiong while louis went home. so was with siming til 12 plus and his dad came to fetch me home.. after wad happened at vivo and IMM, wad can i say?? LAN LAN..hate faggorts speaking bad behind ma back..but i knoe where i stand. aight..and so i wont give a damn anymore. guess only siming, nic and louis knows wad im saying the whole time here.
fuck fuck fuck fuck..bla bla bla...
attachment finished.. hate to say. but im gonna miss honeywell.. but gonna go back to work if possible..haha..supervisors and collegues there are nice..thanks to all of them..haha..school starts tml..i'd rather work at honeywell..lol..
gonna go..peace yo.. -.-

#18

2007-11-14T00:28:00.000-08:00

damn..today's a long day..woke up at 6?around there..somehow the coldness of the weather woke me up..i was suppose to wake up early anyway..guess wad..sailormoon called me the moment i woke up..not morning call..but called and scolded me for waking up so early..COOL MAN!!!so i said okay and lied down. but i just cant get back to slp..ma back's still feeling pain. so gotta do less training tonite..so i got ouuta bed at 6.45 and prepared before going to work..know why i went out so early??because of a guy named siming aka. ducky, who left his phone at sailormoon's hse. and i had to do double job to help him take his phone early in the morning. and til now i aint got a thank you from him. dang. okay..so i went to meet sailormoon. and it was raining. no cap no sweater no umbrella day for me as i left home likety-split and rihanna was like there umbrella ella ella-ing with jay-z beside ma ears.and so i walked in the rain with people walking in umbrellas. and they looked at me like wad the hell is this lil guy doing?acting cool ar??zzz..indeed its cooling. so i met sailormoon at her house downstairs. her eyes were like... wow..incoming panda frm china!!oopss..=X for goodness sake just slp and have a good rest la.. nvm..and so i took the phone and went to kallang to deliver the phone to siming's maid. mrt was crowded but aint a problem coz im skinney..wahahaha..everything went just fine..except for the rain..not late for work..only damn tired and sleepy..so i did report til lunch time. and i skipped lunch just to get some sleep at the gym. and racheal did her report there and looked out for the supervisor at the same time. so i slpt....zzzZZZZZzzzz..zzzZZzz..zzz....for half an hour..woke up feeling a lil better..at least feeling not so slpy..but i felt sneezy..and fuck..flu is coming nearer and nearer to me..and there goes ma lunch break. damn.. no food for me..and there's training tonite!!so dinner time is at : 1030!!nevermind..i take it as slimming for today.. =DD company is so dead..only thing is music coming out frm ma com..other then that its all phone ringings and endless conversations..friday's gonna be the last day of attachment..kinda miss this place..where i had new frens and fun for the past half a yr like a working adult..still at office rotting..anyway..2 more days..and hope i don't get injured in tonite's training or sick..sat's gt soccer match..can't afford to get injured..half an hour more..zzz..and sailormoon's not here to entertain me....i feel so bored..im bored..fucking bored..damn..thats it for today..peace yo..

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#18

2007-11-12T23:15:00.000-08:00

alrite..1st time blogging..
lemme introduce maself..
name: kim
status: SINGLE!!
age: 18
sex: male
interests: wushu, soccer, golf and bball
this is just a blog bout ma life frens and things i have on ma mind..

my life my lyrics my thoughts

my life:
i've gt a dad, a mom, a brother, and me maself..
imma guy who doesnt have much friends..onli a few real and true buddies..
siming, jason, yiting, junhui, mingfei, sihan and louis..
and the following ppl are from AJPL Utd (Ah Ji Pa Lang United) playas..

#1.wei kian(GK), #11.wei song(DF,MF), #14.kim(me)[DF,MF], #7.junhui(DF,MF), #17junwei(DF), #5.hoang(DF,MF), #9.ryan.m(FW)(c), #23.simon(MF,FW), #8.kelvin(FW), #15.peckann(MF), #32.jiansheng(FW) and a few more assholes who nvr turn up for training or matches..
ok..thats ma life..and now..

my lyrics:

okay..lyrics..i write words..not lyrics in this manner coz i ain produced any..okay..poems if i were to describe..i've got all this lil' words gathered together to form sentences that rhyme..rap if you were to put it in another way..i've gt one..

"Build a bridge
With onli me and you on it
No matter how long it is
No matter how many problems we face
No matter how it'll end
No matter how its gonna go through our life
No matter how tiring it is
No matter how long its gonna take
No matter how we are being said
Its juz gonna be mi and u at the end of it all
No matter how many times i fall
I promise i'll climb up again strong
Realizin all the mistakes and wrong
That i didnt realize in the past
But this time-this time imma make it last with time passin fast
With no time leavin us to be fallin far apart
Its like the day when we met
Meetin u doesnt meant being with u like a cupid
Shootin a dart that chained thru our hearts
Fantasizing was juz a part of ma fascinationin ma mind with no hope but onli imaginations
Im fallin more and more in love with u with no conditions
Its juz me and u in this picture of animations
Thats why im packin these lines meaningfully on ma desk
Its gonna be a bridge where we do our best"

(pls do not copy the so called words that i've written here..it takes time, blood and heart to write out..)
WrittenBy: Kim'

my thoughts:
ma thoughts..i dun even knoe wad to say..forget bout the regretful things that you've done..life goes on..never forget frens and families..they are wad you've become..treat frens and lovers equally impt..thats all i have for today..ta dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~